Miedo

So, after all the are we, aren?t we going to live happily ever after in Argentina current conversations, the lover comes round last night, in a nervouuusss state in his head. He came right out with it, saying he?s scared of the love..equally having it and losing it..what can i say to it?? I told him that fear is a bad idea of a situation, but he cant tell me what the bad part is!! I asked him what it is that he needs for me,him,us to do and he just said for him not be scared. So then he goes in a mood, lol!! Then this morning, OMG i just asked him if we should get married and he said no...because he?s scared and says im crazy!! Ha, i thought i was changeable, but this one is something else. Can 2 people with the same fears be a good thing?? Who should be the strong one, should we live and learn and just let it go??

The confusion is that HE mentions marriage, children, houses all the damned time, and yet when either of those words comes from me, it?s like im a lunatic!! He?s thinking about a future together, and for me that means being on the other side of the planet..who can blame me for wanting some kind of proper, solid committment?? Well, he can hide in his cave for as long as he wants..im not going looking because ive said all i have to say about it. He has said we need to stick to a 6 month plan, so he doesnt have much time to get to grips with himself.