Saturn in the 12th house

'Your soul's karmic lesson in this lifetime is emotional wholeness, which means your crippling insecurities, heavy responsibilities, and severe limitations will always be experienced in those areas of life that are fundamental to healing the unconscious past. In general, this would be the psychological strength, emotional health, and eternal soul areas of life - in particular, your spiritual life.

This is why you were forced to cope with some type of profound loss or emotional sacrifice in your formative years, such as a father who faded from your life at an early age, a rejecting parent who failed to respond to your basic emotional needs(...). This is the karmic classroom of 'childhood lost', the Saturn house where being made to feel either physically, mentally or emotionally abandoned when you were younger is the mandatory burden of hopelessness for getting in. Being instilled with a profound sense of guilt and unworthiness because of it is the only real hope you have of ever getting out.

(...) No wonder your emotional suffering was necessary back then. This Saturn was teaching you how to develop unconditional faith, creative imagination and psychological strength you needed to achieve your divine objective today: forgiveness. (...) It's now your karmic responsibility to provide compassion to those people who need it the most. This, according to the cosmos, is really just a matter of forgiving all the people that you think deserve it the least. So let go of them and your past, because even though you and your soul are destined to bask in the glory of spiritual success for the rest of eternity, it won't be before you've spent at least 29 and a half years on this planet earning it'.

Source: https://books.google.com.br/books?id=5ThK_f-NAHcC&lpg=PA128&ots=xHm46XKrF6&dq=dxpnet% 20saturn% 2012th% 20house&hl=pt-BR&pg=PA129#v=onepage&q&f=false