Scorpio Moon conjunct Pluto in the 8th house

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indica
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13 Years

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So I've always been curious as to why I'm so obsessed with sex and death and learning about houses, I think this might be the reason.. I'm wondering if there's anyone else out there with this who can relate? And what's your experience of it?


My experience if you're interested..
Not so much having sex, because I don't have sex, but I'm obsessed with thinking about sexual acts. I've been this way since I was a child. I'm obsessed with thoughts of TABOO sex, voilent sex, ownership, deeply passionate sex, hurting or being hurt myself, submission and domination fantasies. I am celibate though, I only have sex in committed relationships. Although, I do attract people easily. I know I'm seductive somehow, and I enjoy flirting and seducing others. I just... Honestly I'm scared of sex. I get scared when it comes down to it. I'm scared of having sex with someone I really care about, who really knows me. I never share these thoughts with anyone. Sex without passion and love are just not at all satisfying to me and it leaves me feeling completely empty. ALSO, I am obsessed with thoughts of death. I'm not depressed or suicidal, but dying has always seemed very peaceful to me and thoughts of death are comforting. When I'm stressed out, or need to fall asleep, I often imagine myself lying dead and naked on a table waiting for an autopsy, or lying dead in a coffin. Jealousy and death are both romantic to me. Does anyone else have this in their chart and do they feel like they OBSESS over sex, passion, and death? I'm a Cancer Sun btw. I project an image of innocence, caring, I try to always seem upbeat and bubbly. REALLY I try to seem normal, it just comes off as very innocent because I guess I don't know how else to hide how I really feel.
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MaryMary
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My boyfriend has got this combination- on top of Mars in Scorpio conjunction Pluto in the 8th house.

He mentions now and then that he thinks quite frequently about sex- but in my opinion - this is hardly noticeable. Yes, he has a very high sex drive- but none of this is obvious or horny- it just 'lives' within him. Every time we have sex I feel like something is switching on inside his head and he is changing personalities. His sun is in Capricorn - so he is reserved to a point which is testing my patience. But when we have sex he becomes the reincarnation of passion obsession, domination- something that would eat you alive. This kind of sex makes you addictive.

But also in my opinion- this combination makes you guys really emotionally complicated.