Cancer Falling In Love?

I just wanted to know if when you fall in love with someone does it make happy and unhappy at the same time?

I am currently falling for a the first girl I have true feelings for other than just a one might stand and its scaring me. She is a Cancer as well and we've basically been inseparable since we've met.

Help.!

OMG....thats whats been happening.

Like OMG who knew that things could feel this good. Never felt this great with a guy. I AM GAY!

So we had our first fight and I left. I just feel that her age is starting to reveal itself when it relates to conflict resolution.

But doing me, can't worry about anyone else but myself.

Shes 20, Im 27...I want to talk to her so bad but I can't allow her to treat me bad.

Yeah but the journey is not that great because I come from highly homophobic society and its harder than I expected.

I went out with my friend and took my girl along...we were all cool. But the next day my friend told me that she was embarassed to be with us and she had an image to protect.

Its hard.

Posted by justSophs
Yeah but the journey is not that great because I come from highly homophobic society and its harder than I expected.

I went out with my friend and took my girl along...we were all cool. But the next day my friend told me that she was embarassed to be with us and she had an image to protect.

Its hard.

Not a very "friendly" opinion. A situation like this makes you see your friends in a whole new light now doesn't it?

Suuure does.....and she was great at acting like everything was cool.

smh.....its not easy being gay.

I am really sad right now. Its a personal sadness because I am so happy being a lesbian.....its so freeing...but I share a home with my mom and I feel myself slipping because I live here with her.

I dont know what to do.

Sky Eyed Empress by Justsophs

"on the phone i'm in another dimension
my love life is frozen, but that's my decision
i overreact to things i imagine you feel
being together??s seems impossible, when our situation??s so real
love's fucked up, overwhelming sometimes
frustration needed a victim, sorry you had to be mine
overactive imagination and a broken past
the cause of my insecurity, the stone cast
at times i think you belong to another, but it's hard not to be possessive
i want to believe you??re diggin me, but your actions keep me guessin
purity stolen, trust broken, family secrets linger
trapped in a baby blue prison, mothers clinger
enslaved i feel, escape i must
freedom needed, to gain back trust
gave to you, what nobody else can claim
the sky eyed empress, the first person to light my soul aflame"

I wrote this about my situation....i dont know how else to really explain myself

Posted by justSophs
Sky Eyed Empress by Justsophs

"on the phone i'm in another dimension
my love life is frozen, but that's my decision
i overreact to things i imagine you feel
being together??s seems impossible, when our situation??s so real
love's fucked up, overwhelming sometimes
frustration needed a victim, sorry you had to be mine
overactive imagination and a broken past
the cause of my insecurity, the stone cast
at times i think you belong to another, but it's hard not to be possessive
i want to believe you??re diggin me, but your actions keep me guessin
purity stolen, trust broken, family secrets linger
trapped in a baby blue prison, mothers clinger
enslaved i feel, escape i must
freedom needed, to gain back trust
gave to you, what nobody else can claim
the sky eyed empress, the first person to light my soul aflame"

I wrote this about my situation....i dont know how else to really explain myself

AWESOME!!!! It says so much...

Thanks Shell Shocker! :-)

Posted by justSophs
I am really sad right now. Its a personal sadness because I am so happy being a lesbian.....its so freeing...but I share a home with my mom and I feel myself slipping because I live here with her.

I dont know what to do.

I am sorry that you are not feeling well, Sophs.

However, I hope that you feel better soon and find more people that can accept you for you, and not expect you to be something you are not.

Here is a song just for you!