cancer gf and taurus bf ( me )

please delete the other topic i made about this ... my apologies

hello guys , Introduction = I am a male taurus guy 20 years old and she is a cancerian woman 20 years old ....i'll try to keep this as briefed and organized as possible, i need help from cancer women on here . she is my first ever gf ( we usually text )ldr

-we have been in a relationship for about 1 year
-she was the one who came after me , i had no interest in her , i declined 3-4 times
-she was persistent i gave in to her and told her i love you too even though i didnt
-soon i started falling hard for her and i did
-i truly do love her now
-we are in a long distance relationship ( same country though )
-at the start she used to say she " I love you aloooottttttt " i love you soooooo muchhhhhhh " with many hearts and kisses and i really liked her being so affectionate even on text
-then we met and it was amazing , she told me to hug her , she kissed me first, my first kiss , i didnt know shit .. she initiated and i went with it for..
-then any other times we met , i really liked being physical with her , very passionate kissing ( i initiated ) , very tight hugs , i would lift her up and kiss her , push her against the wall etc it was great !
- when we talk on phone its amazing !! when we meeet it feels really amazing
- she said she loves how romantic i am , how caring i am , how she loves my kisses
- she said she wants to get married to me , have kids with me etc
- i started being emotional with her , trying to understand her better, i showered her with allll my attention and all my time , all my devotiona and love
- then the roles sort of reversed , i was the one always telling her " i love u soooo muchhh and aloooottt < like that and she would reply i love you tooo

- she was being very quiet and seemed upset most of the time , i asked her many times if there is any problem or worry ask me
- she didnt tell me shit , i pushed her , forced her , told her im going to break up with you if you keep being an emotionless robot ! i tried asking her nicely before many times she left me no choice
- she was acting emotionless for 3-4 months and it was driving me mad
- i asked her if she is depressed or sad ? if she has any problem u can share it with me , i'll always be here
- one day when i forced her she shared her probs with me and i soothed her as much as i could ( theres not much i can do via text )
- after that she seemed to get a bit better , random kisses and i love u's were back but still not like before
- once i started understanding her more things started to get better

Problems started from here
- I started feeling like she doesnt love me anymore , so i called her out on it and she got upset
- i started feeling like she has lost interest in me
- she stopped being romantic like before
- then her mom went abroad for treatment
- i felt confused and thought there is no point in this relationship anymore , we cant meet at all or talk on phone ... i now started pulling away , and suddenly to my surprise she is back to how she was before in the start , msging me she misses me sooooo much , she lovesss me soooooo muchh ... well why now ?? and not before ? what changed ?? was it just because i pulled away a bit ? before i was always available and i would always wait for her to come online , now i dont wait for her and m livinig my life without skipping my things for her and when i did this she is back to her older self ?

i am confused and dont believe a single i love u she says now and i dont feel anything from them anymore ... what the fuck , anyone please reply just anything , i have been stalking alllll cancer forums for months !!! and i still dont get her ... why is she back to how she was ? was it because i stopped being clingy ? wtf

Her bad days are gone

IS she acting like this cause she is finally happy now ?? or is it because i started pulling back ?

reading everything i wrote it's been very hard on me and i have been very patience with her but i feel like moving on
and now she starts being lovey dovey again ? im tired ... she is a damaged cancer for sure .. it's been hard guys
i need some help ( please provide solution and dont tell me to break up )

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