From the moment we met we had no intentions of falling 4 each other, however, by the end of the night we connected in such a way that left us both blind sided. He stayed the night that night and we never slept. We starred deeply into each others eye for at least an hour nor really saying much just smiling and lightly kissing, touching each others cheeks and blushing a bit. It was incredible. He had to be at work by 7am so he got up and started 2 wash up. I was sitting up in bed watching him. He stops and walks over 2 his bag, pulls out his work shirt & told me to lift my arms & softly slides it on me, holds my cheek, promises hell be back for it. He asked me, "Do you believe me when I tell you that i will think of you all day", I said yes. The whole night we only stood inches away from each others faces. Ever since we have texted every single day all day & hang out. Its hard 2 see eachother because he is in school, military and a fireman. Any spare moment he has he will take me 2 lunch wake me with coffee or something amazing. This is where it gets odd. 3Weeks after he tells me he is getting a divorced & that it's been in the process. That isn't the problem, Im glad he trusted me, did it face to face. He told me he was so afraid 2 tell me and that he didn't expect 2 fall for me. I accepted it & held him, made him tea & made him smile. As the days passed it started eating @ me. I started building up a little wall so I told him I needed a cpl days 2 think. He said he understands and will give me space. 2 days later I talked 2 him. He had written me a letter on how he missed me. From there it went south. He left that weekend to another city (as he does normally) 2 work at another station. I did not get any texts from sat afternoon until mon afternoon. I got pretty upset. My heart hurt. It was out of charcter & I felt he should've @ least given me a heads up. I was worried. I texted him 3 times. come Mon he told me he was busy @ work, went out sat night & worked/relaxed sun. Our texted became short & only a few a day. By tues night I was fed up on him ignoring me. I felt like I was being cast aside so I text him out of anger that my heart was hurt & goodbye. Next morning he sent me a text saying he has been super stressed & was gonna text me on the AM. He can't believe I would betray him and to not bother replying. I sent an email acknowledging my mistake & understanding if he ended communication. No word been 2days is there hope??
