I started dating this guy back in October. He had a lot of negative baggage in his life that scared me but my heart and faith overruled my urge to not give him a chance. He was wonderful, he makes me laugh and really makes me have a appreciation for living life. He moved in with me around Feb. Not a relationship move, I was doing him a "favor" cause of all the bad stuff he had gotten himself into. I'm kind of acting like his crutch although I must say that my good influences seem to be rubbing off. Well we broke up in Feb as well. I did it but on the premise that I didn't want to put pressure on him girlfriend wise while he was getting his life back on track. I wasn;t looking for anyone else. He started dating a girl, (even though he denies it)around St Pats day. I have told him how I feel, and I know that its F-ed up to move in dating and to move on still living together. I am on highs and lows with him cause we spend a lot of time together hanging out laughing flirting but it doesn;t go any farther than that. I am so jealous of this girl, I know nothing about her. If we are friends he doesn't include that to me. My feelings for him keep deepening and I try to win him over. I know he must know how I feel, its so blatently obvious how googlie eyed I am around him. I feel like I am emotionally dating him while the other girl is takin care of the physical. I don't want to be 2nd of the other woman in someone elses relationship. Thats not me at all. I really fell in love with him and I can't separate the friends thing out. Now I'm thinking of asking him to move out and I don't want him to leave. I can't have that serious realationship with anyone else as long as hes living here. I am so faithful when I love someone regardless of how they feel about me, all I see is him. Now I'm mad cause Ive wrote checks my heart can't cash. I don't like not being able to carry out my word but I also know I can't be in love with someone whos not in love with me. I know he's not maliciously doing it. As far as I know he probably thinks that hes doing nothing wrong. My heart is breaking but I don't see this turning out in my favor. Should I ask him to leave?
