Good night.

I can only hope that as you drift to sleep I am your last thought like you are mine. As I feel the distance gaining and over powering us I cant help but feel anger at having to go through this again... When will the childish games end? When will you embrace me and gently caress my face and say those sweet all encompassing words that i so dessperately crave to hear? Why must I feel like I need you by my side to feel whole... why must time painfully slow down as to make me savour this torture of waiting for your call.... Why must I once again fall asleep alone... with no hope of waking to your smile....If you could only see what you mean to me... since the words I've spoken have fallen on covered ears... If you could only see....Good night

3 unanswered calls, 17 unanswered texts one broken heart.... This post is my good bye, my good night...Screw girls im becoming a gay

Its ok we only had one date 😆

Sag moon, Cancer venus , mars libra , and virgo sun.

Lol its not all from one day 😉. Thats from a whole week... and yeah i know its too soon to feel this strongly but i blame it on my aries moon

I fall way too easily 😆 thanks for letting down on the flirting btw ^.^

Ive already read everything on the chart comparison thanks though. Shes gone though

Ummmm... CC thanks but really Its ok, I think your nurturing and motherly cancer traits are showing 😉. It was only one date ^.^

0.0 Im being stalked.... maybe I just wanted to play the strong guy card? And poetry? I never published the poems!!

I really need to learn how to delete posts >.>

Ok this is worst than flirting.... we're bonding emotionally >.

Have no idea what my lilith placement is and if i were to writte something for CC right now it would go something like this ^.^

I lose myself in your song. Like a travel weary sailor aching for land your words pull me closer and closer. Sometimes a muse, mostly a siren, always yourself. How foolish I convince myself to be, to look for affection where it will never be. And yet mybstubborn smile shows as I forget my reality and summerge in yours.

Posted by CluelessCancer
Lucriu


in regards to emotionally bonding
I wouldn't say that, it is dXP after all, but i do like your vibe, it's very refreshing and unique, don't allow this chick to taint who you are

Lol, no need to worry, I get carried away with my emotions often, I can feel strongly with out a logical basis and i love it. Its never a dull momment for me 😉

jeeezus luc... i hope you write a lot. your words are great

I have a journal, usually only writte when im depressed, or when people like CC come along ^.^

Oh fudge, didnt mean to flirt!! sorry!!! its a force of habit 😆

Night guys >.< got jiu jitsu class early in the morning and i was supposed to be in bed 2 hours ago 😆

sweet dreams fellow cap

Wait till you taste my mars in scorpio 😉

Dont know, ive never tasted myself ^.^

Im big but im not DONKEY big 0.0, but yes..... ive tried. >.> ....

Exhausted, tapped my oponents a total of 5 times , got tapped out once and held out agaisnt my sensei with out tapping, i think he scored more points though, i have a muscle t shirt on and some random gay guy winked at me in the subway. Gonna eat some meat right now STARVING. and yours? hows my favorite cancer doing? =D

Ah, i used to be addicted to mmorpg's played everyday atleast 6 hours a day 18 on weekends. I just replaced it with another addiction, maybe you should try that 😉. And babysitting grown adults? 0.0 explain.

Can I choose the method of my demise? How does fatal sexual exertion sound? 😉 Now explain.

*Grins, gets on knees and takes off shirt to show his whip scars* Do your best 😉

You? Shy? Lol!!!!! come on baby, show me what you got 😉

*walks up behind you and smiles as he gently licks then nibbles your earlobe* Wet is funner 😉

Tired, alone and full of yearning ill close my eyes,
For today was not the day, but perhaps tommorrow a companion, to my life, fate ties.
May she hold my hand as we walk,
and open her heart, as of trivial things we talk.
May she lift my gaze from the ground,
As I marvel at the depth of what was found.
May she hold me as I drift to sleep,
and grant me energy in the morning to make us breakfast, so out of bed I leap!
As I drift further and further I ask for what was asked before,
Hoping that one day I will have someone to call... Mi amor....


***Short poem *yawns* I'm off to bed****

Capricorn men

Posted by geminicandIe
How sweet.

You really write beautiful poems that make me cry😭

Awww... here, short story i wrote 6 years ago. ^.^

"Don't go I'm begging you."

These words had manifested simultaneously with me reaching for her arm, and it was in this moment that i glimpsed how much passion within me, how much longing and how much desire this woman,who was now leaving, had brought.

"Please, i can change."

I pressed on and with salted cheeks i had let everything go, what else could i have done...? my everything was about to disappear as soon as she walked out that door, the same door which we both would unlock to gain entrance after work.

"Is there someone else...?"

The thought of someone else passing his fingers through her hair, of smelling her perfume, or noticing the birth mark i saw for the first time on our honeymoon... catapulted me into despair. The tears, now gushing none stop in the form of bitter rivers through my face, neck and finally my shirt, were the only warmth which my body felt now, for the coldness that this moment had brought ravaged all joy.

"For the love of god don't do this!!"

My world had collapsed, i felt and knew nothing. Once a hard working and joyful man, now a crying child in the mercy of the oceans tides.

When all seemed lost she lowered her eyes, for i was now on the floor weeping and holding her legs. With a single tear in her eyes, a tear that would not drip, she uttered her last words.

"You left me first." Alone now... i saw she was right, it was only one night, but it cost me eternity.

Posted by geminicandIe
I think when I fall in love next time, I want a guy who expresses himself as well as Lucriu. Take it any way you want, lol.

Awwww ... what a cute thing you are.... ^.^

oOOOh A response to my story? If so heres mine = )


Can you blame me? Countless nights I waited for you to bathe me in the attention you reserved only for your work.
Countless were the days when my heart ached for your embrace, yet found only solice that tommorrow would be different.
The Vemon may now be spreading due to my actions, but it was the lacks you provided that led me to this place..
Even now as my body is consumed by her touch and kisses, I long for nothing more than your smile.
The smile that promised so much... yet delivered so little.
Broken I find myself, and climbing deeper down to the abyss I realize there is no return to what we had.
Clenching my fist I curse circumstance, my weakness and your loving eyes...
For there is no greater pain than finding true love, and having it snatched by ignorance and impatience.

In the moment when my lips first met hers, and the yearning I felt was reflected in her eyes, in that moment
it was worth it.
When her arms wrapped around my bare back to embrace me fully and I found what my soul was aching for,
in that moment it was worth it.
When I realized that no matter how many times I gave myself to her, It was you that I wanted...
then it was too late.
No, it wasn't worth it.
I believed that your indifference was the greatest pain I would know, and now with tears in my eyes
I crave it, for atleast then i was able to call you mine...

Oh my the player admits to getting played. We think we know the rules and they do our bidding until we find the rules cage us and we are the ones getting called out.