ok sooo all week im soo excited that he's driving here 2mrrw but now im having 2nd thoughts....whenever i spend the wknd w/him in s.f we're usually w/other people...he lives w/his sister whos my friend and if she's not there his friend billy is around and its the 3 of us....until sunday we hung out alone riding around having fun....so now this weekend its just us in a new city for him and we have no safety net!!!! IM SCARED LOL well i guess its sink or swim....what to do..rrrrrrrr.....i want to just tell him never mind i'll go over there but i dnt want to b a wimp...do u think he's having 2nd thoughts 2— would he chicken out if he already said he couldnt wait to come —
