Virgo, capricorn & pisces?

I often feel I'm being tugged in different directions - can anyone shed any light please?

Here are my signs and houses:
Virgo ascendant, sun (1), mercury (12)
Pisces moon 6)
Capricorn Uranus, Saturn, Neptune (4)
Scorpio pluto (3)
Gemini mars (9)
N. Node Aquarius (5)
Leo venus (11) and Jupiter (12)

I also have 3 planets retrograde in Capricorn, and 1 planet retrograde in Virgo.

If I read my chart correctly, that is...

I'm often disorganised, then organised; wanting to be with other people, then to be alone; needing to explore, looking forward to have a home to come back to; wanting to create physically, intellectually and creatively...

Thanks for any information! 🙂