dreams of death or avoiding death

like every night..its a struggle. i go tosleep and i enter this dream land of running from forces that are after me. sometimes i get physically hurt in the dream, sometimes people close to me die, sometimes im just constantly on the run from someone whowants to get me. people and animals that have dies are in them. and really terrible people with terrible charcter and terrible faces that i makeup in my dream.

also.. anyone seen battle royale? its about these kids who go to school in japan and they get chosento be put on this island and bomb collars get put around their necks, if they leave the island they die. the point is to be the last one alive. if there is more than one person alive at the end, all bomb collars blow up.
ive had two dreams like this before i saw the movie. it was always me and classmates put to a battle to the death.


analyze this dream that i had when i was a child and has never left me: me my mother my brother my father. youre looking at the four of us, were surrounded by white but it really doesnt matter where we are right now. my father is knelt on the floor, says to me, look what i built for you! (you may have been to just me, but i think it was for all of us) now you are in my perspective. i am standing in a white endless hallway. doors accross from doors going endlessly. however there is one door surrounded by baskets of candy and color, draped in beautiful colorful garlands. me and my brother run to it, very excited. my father opens the door and it is spaceon the other side. blackness, but stars everywhere. there is a staircase of normal length descending down withno no railing. i start giong down the staircase, my father warns me to be careful, but i fall into the blackness of space.