I'm confused

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ULTA
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Okay heres the thing i am an aqarian and i have dreams all the time that are so really and i choose to denie them because i'm affraid, even though alot of them come true in some ways. For me evry dream means something whether is is spelled out or i have to figure it out. My last and most curent dream is alittle wired but i think i know what it means i just want to get an opinion.
Ok i'm in a house with all my friends, we are sort of having a party and for some reason i'm being drawn up stairs so i go up them but when i reach the top i turn to look back at the party and all of a sudden everyone is gone and the house turns into a very old run down kinda burnt house. I walk down the hall into this room and then it skips ahead and the next thing i know i'm tied to a bed in this empty room and this human figure is standing over me, i see that it is a human but it is a black blur i do not know who it is, and this figure is cutting my stomach. I wake up in a sweat and tears and grab for my stomach.
To me this dream is telling me that the figure is me and i'm cutting myself because i'm fight myself within. See i have had alot on mind lately about this guy that i have liked for months but he has a girlfriend in another state. About two weeks ago we kinda hooked up in the hot tub one night. he has a girlfriend, actually soon to be wife, but hes mess with me that night. It has been eating me up inside because he acts like nothing happened that night. I'm not just some doll he can pick up and set down when he wants something because he g/f lives in another state. So i think the dream has to do with how i feel about him because i have yet to confront him about that night, when i really need to.