Small Spiders...

I dreamed of all these little spiders beige or golden in colour crawling all around my bedroom.they were all over the place.I don't remember that any of them were on body.

wokeup at 03:18 and I could not go back to sleep.

I have a very unsettling feeling. I have been crying and feeling that I am about the loose someone close to me. The last time I felt like this my grandmother died.

I just woke up from a similar dream. In my dream kept switching scene if you get what i mean by that. And in this particular scene that had awaken me spiders were seemingly everywhere in my bedroom (but not on me). So i went to dreammoods.com and this is what it said. Spiders
To see a spider in your dream indicates that you are feeling like an outsider in some situation. Or perhaps you want to keep your distance and stay away from an alluring and tempting situation. The spider is also symbolic of feminine power or an overbearing mother figure in your life. Alternatively, a spider refers to a powerful force protecting you against your self-destructive behavior. If you kill a spider in your dream, then it symbolizes misfortune and bad luck.