Gemini from my past

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Posted by Lust
"is coming back to Colorado this weekend but he has a thing to learn I won't be his doormat.

I have worked hard to get where I am today. Just found it odd ....I almost feel like he sees my success and wants to ride my wave. I feel like he has a lot to prove to "

^^your thougt about him last time. Or is this guy a different gemini?
*blushes* Lust that is another Gemini I used to work with from the past as well. lol ironically he is homesick for Colorado as well. See I told you I have Gemini peeps all around me.

This Gemini is from 10 years ago. He is someone I had a really special friendship with. We used to take midnight walks and talk about anything and everything. We talked about some deep stuff. He came into my life when my self-esteem was in the shitter after being in a relationship with a narccistic person.The timing was never right for us. He married a foreign woman he was not in love with because he wanted her to get medical help here in the USA. She had a serious mental condition of schizophrenia. He literally saved her life. He moved to Conneticut after he got married to be closer to his daughter. Now the daughter is grown he came back to Colorado where his friends are. I can't explain it but he really is just a special person in my life. He opened my eyes to a lot of stuff. He is super duper intelligent and musical. He is the sweetest and most kind man I know. He came into my life during a really important personal growth time. I can't believe he tells me I wasn't sure you would remember me.

Last night was great we shared our last 10 years of life experiences. It was like we picked up right where we left off. He is pretty sick right now and he shared his struggles with that. I will be doing some work on him.

Wow...not sure where this is headed but I don't want to get too ahead of myself and trying to stay in the present moment and just be grateful and happy my friend is back. :-)

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So after some conversation with gem I will keep him on the friends zone. I think I am too strong and don't need rescuing. I am also not into master and submissive. I will just say that and not go further. I don't think I am his type any more. I met him during one of my worst break-ups when my self-esteem was crap. That is not the case any more. Gems and their kink...lol This is my observation and analysis. He doesn't know yet but he will soon. There are some new observations about him that have come to light and I am beginning to question his choices of women who are mentally unstable.

Venus retrograde really does bring things to light. Damn!
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So gemini and I have been having our dialogue. That is one thing I missed terribly about him. The great conversation and I can say anything to him and be completely myself. Nothing scares him. So we both have had some parallel things happen to ourselves health wise that is mind-blowing. I am not sure how I feel about that whole twin flame / soulmate scenario but I will say this much I have never felt so connected to someone in my life. I dont know if I buy into one person meant for us. We haven't seen each other in years and can pick up where we left off. When I tell my friends about Gemini all my friends tell me he sounds like such a giving person. He really is a sweet man. He is a pretty special person. If I think about it I have attracted some crazy MOFOS in my life too. No expectations just enjoying the friendship and connection.

Btw I find alot of Gemini peeps are givers.
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Okay here is some wild stuff. So I mentioned there were two Gemini men that came back from my past. THEY BOTH HAVE THE SAME BIRTHDAY!! I literally have a set of twins.....wild. lol

Gem #1 is a guy I used to work with and we became friends right away. I quit the practice to start my own practice because our boss is a Scorpio ass****. Well gem got fired last winter so I was helping him build his practice. I will be honest always had a crush on gem #1. We just got along so well. His bday is 6/5/74 He is moving back to Colorado Oct / Nov

Gem #2 is a dear friend from my past like almost 10 yrs ago. He end up getting married to the australian lady so she could get medical help in usa and to get her away from dangerous environment. Now divorced after 4 yrs. He just got out of another relationship and been back in colorado less than 8 wks. His bday is 6/5/1969

Wild!!