gemini moon.

I have the sun but I feel like we act in different frequencies.
Taurus moon is different than Gemini moon.

I feel like this gemini moon has been calculative with me.
Phrases like "taking it slow", or "wanting this to grow" getting out of jail free card.
These phrases don't bother me but when we were together it was not slow.
As a gemini sun, I know what we are and it's not official.
However we were lovers and it was the best, he made me feel like I was his world but now he's gone and I caught him talking to an ex over social media.
The funny thing is I excused his absence because I know he was going through stuff but instead of talking to me he is communicating with his ex.
I don't care too much about their communication but the fact that he is communicating with her instead of me is troubling, on the comment section at that.
My feelings for someone rarely waver and I feel like maybe his feelings for someone can be passing, maybe the gemini moon influence.

At this point I want to block any contact with him because I feel like this hot and cold thing is toxic for me but my friends have advised me to let it be because it seems a bit too over dramatic. At this point I hope everything just dissipates but I'm afraid of falling back in his trap. I knew he had baggage and I told myself i would be patient but I never thought that it would be at my expense...