may all gods help me...

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roamingfree
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laugh now peeps, I already know how this will end. I'm ready for open heart cardiac arrest surgery I am sure to undergo shortly, or more like in 3, 2, 1...

I'm dating this fella - and gawd, I can't stand Aquas, but I'll make Caprarius out of him, just to full myself and pull the cotton over my own eyes... neither Aquas or Caps have every been kind to me, nor that Sag he has all over the place, and that Libra gave me pain too.
So here I am, dating this falla, and he asks for commitment and I will.... NOT....


whachew all think?

Zodiac in degrees 0.00 Placidus Orb:0
Sun Aquarius 1.31 Ascendant Libra 20.50
Moon Scorpio 29.51 II Scorpio 18.17
Mercury Capricorn 7.38 III Sagittarius 20.05
Venus Sagittarius 14.40 IV Capricorn 24.57
Mars Scorpio 29.28 V Aquarius 28.30
Jupiter Sagittarius 1.18 VI Pisces 27.20
Saturn Taurus 15.43 VII Aries 20.50
Uranus Libra 13.33 R VIII Taurus 18.17
Neptune Sagittarius 2.35 IX Gemini 20.05
Pluto Virgo 29.36 R Midheaven Cancer 24.57
Lilith Virgo 15.40 XI Leo 28.30
Asc node Aquarius 23.43 XII Virgo 27.20

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This is what you said on January 18, 2012 ...

Posted by roamingfree

... I kissed a toad for 3 years who all did was abuse me ...

... than spent 10 years with a frog of Aqua who cheated and lied constantly ...

... had a thingy with CaprArius - who back stabbed me till not end ...

... it was a one Libra for a couple months who was way off his scales, and ended up being my stalker ...

... after that it was Cancer who was two timing me...






In all of those cases, you failed to see yourself as having responsibility in providing for yourself, and lay all blame on the men for the way you were being treated while you take a victim position.

When in reality ... it's always been your choice in how you are treated. You spent 3 years being abused? You spent 10 years being lied to constantly?

It doesnt' really matter with the new guy you are talking about in this post .. because you'll find a way to be a victim from him in some way, and will "act" as though it is your fate.


::: shakes head :::


The way you talk about allowing yourself to be treated like a piece of shit ... sounds like pride in yourself.


Some people are just sad, you are one of those people.
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roamingfree
@roamingfree
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yea... I was married to Aqua for 11 years and he's proving to be a major PITA 4 years after. My Cap/Aqua I was engaged to cheated on me. My Sag... hurts to even think about him still, proposed to me and 3 months after took his divorced ex wife after 2 years of her having a relationship with a guy she cheated on her husband, once she got dumped by the said bf.


I have bad experiences with these guys :/
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roamingfree
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well... he's a terrible kisser... I think he's got a lot of Cap or something... just horrible, horrible, horrible... like he never kissed before, like in a black and white movie from 1926...

gawd help me


on the brighter note... the Sag that broke my heart so terribly is making amends and admitting he made a mistake...

well, he left a Gem for Aqua... what does he expect from cold fish? 😉 jk. 😛