it s so ironic

I finished with my Libra 6 weeks ago since i couldnt take this back&forth game any more.

He&me used to be together but now are living in different countries for years but like in a fairy tales unxepectedly he visited me some months ago. He told he broke his relationship there and wants no more 1-2 years relationships&girlfriends but a lasting one and me next to him, supports me to move to him but asked patience for another half year to fix his life to be ready, mainly emotionally.

But as usually he became hesitating when it arrived to real actions and when I asked him to decide what he wants and behave accordingly, of course he did not came up with straight answer.

I know he always liked me cause of me being ambitious, positive and patience always. But this was a situation when I let him know my fears about being able to find job there and so on, I needed his support and he couldn t handle it. To me it was soooo dissapointing so I finished with him.

Now, I got respond to my job application and got an amazing job offer in his city...
OMG...it s just so ironic...i havent told him yet and do not know whether to let him know even if I m gonna go there. We're not in touch for 6 weeks and told him I m gonna do everything to forget him! Than I got this offer.

I love him as always but my logic sais not to give him more chance even if we're gonna be in same city.