I don't even know why im writing here..guess because im so sad and bored. I couldn't tap into my feelings..I don't know how I feel exactly. I have a libra friend whom I thought I liked but now I think I only liked the idea of him. I've always thought I will marry him. He had everything planned for us. But now things have changed and he doesn't like me anymore. He said he doesn't wanna get involved with anyone for anything but friendship. I felt sad though somehow I knew I could do so much better than him, im still sad that we will never be. And that there is only room for friendship between us. It's not a goodbye, I feel like we will be friends fo life as we've always been but it just feels like a dead end. U have reached the dead end road after a long drive. Though the drive wasn't tiring or anything its still sad. I don't even know exactly how I feel. I feel free as well. But mostly negative feeling. I wonder how he is feeling. Could it be the same. I wish I can just hug him but he has blocked me out. He's too far away now...gone.im fine.
