Pondering

Pondering the meaning of connection: apparently it's all about $ .

The one bill to rule them all.

No wait... that's not right, they're all ruled by guilt... Oh yeah... Guilt and money, that just about defines the nature of all my connections to the universe.

What was the topic of this post again? I think it was frustration. I think.

I think..therefore I AM. I heard this somewhere, can't remember where...makes sense though don't cha think?

Plato (ca 400 BC): I think, therefore I am.

Thanks Turtle....

As long as we are on "thinking"

"There is nothing good or bad, but thinking makes it so."
~Shakespeare

Mistranslation...

Actual quote:

I doubt therefore I am.

WOW... I feel so elatedly better!

Friday night I got completely waisted... And though I don't remember what in particular I was yelling about, I know I said what I needed to say. You see I DO NOT DRINK. And thus I spent a couple of hours on the floor of the bathroom crying, puking, and berating nick, who was desperately trying to get me to calm down and go to bed. Apparently I'm never allowed to drink again... But when I woke up saturday morning in an air mattress I don't remember getting into and cothes that I didn't know who belonged to... I fealt an amazing kind of bliss for having gotten everything off my shoulders... Right before the hangover set in. Oh well... I still feel much better now, although Nick says we need to have a talk about whatever I said. Transfered anxiety? I don't care any more. For the first time in a very long time I actually slept peacefully last night.

"Hi I'm Morgan, and alcohol is my anti-drug."

lol it was the first time that I've ever gotten that drunk and I will never do it again, in fact the very thought of alcohol makes me sick.

I also don't do drugs anyway. 😛

drunk ? a real drunk is like being sea sick. people go on a boat for a couple hours and say I was sea sick. my ass sea sick the first day your naseated, the second day your real sick , the therd day you throw up all day, the forth day you think you will die, the 5th day you pray to die. any one ever gone to sea? except james.

I don't get sea sick.