Moon conjunct Chiron

"When Chiron is attached to the Moon, either in the natal chart or via synastry, the Moon’s natural need to be fed, cherished and securely attached is never satisfied. We learn early on that the manifest world is not our refuge. It is replaced by an endless hunger that rarely abates until later life, and which can be easily re-stoked by circumstance. If we have the aspect in the natal chart, we are born with the sense that nothing is secure, but we make sad attempts to make ourselves secure anyway. These attempts are doomed to failure: any attempt at finding personal security in manifest reality, including ‘other’ is folly. And yet the hunger doesn’t go away. How we cope with the hunger defines our character. At first, this hunger represents our need for security, but as time goes on we become aware that something else is calling to us.

Chiron/Moon, more than any other aspect of Chiron, is prone to be the outsider, the ‘other.’ Chiron/Moon children, especially, are often the scapegoats on the block. We come into this world with the sense of not fitting in, something is ‘wrong’ with us. We may try to isolate ourselves from experience, but the hungry Moon keeps drawing us back into ordinary life again, only to tell us that we don’t belong (again). Attempts to try to fit in are also doomed. We know deep in our bones that we are not like ‘them,’ and yet are hard pressed to know why.

The Moon also represents our physical being, and Chiron/Moon people often have difficulties with the whole concept of being embodied. Again, there is the sense that something is wrong with them, something is preventing them from being ‘normal.’ Often, Chiron/Moon people have some kind of physical issue that stamps them as different, and often we feel it first when we are very young: too fat, too thin, limb deformities, skin markings, or something else that those little fascists otherwise known as children deem unusual and ripe for culling. Hair too curly, hair too straight, anything can cause a psychic wound with Chiron/Moon. This is only the beginning of a life long battle with the material/manifest world itself.

What Chiron/Moon eventually comes to understand is that the physical world is not the opposite of the divine world—the two are one. This awareness often comes after a lifetime of struggle with manifest reality and sometimes the body itself. Often, the breakthrough periods come when Chiron makes the squares and the opposition to itself. This can happen at different times for each of us, due to Chiron’s erratic orbit. These are the times that we realize that we are not the outsiders, but the ultimate insiders. We see things that others don’t see, hear things that others don’t hear, know things that others don’t know."

My attention was just drawn to this in another thread, so I thought I would make a new one and see if anyone else has this aspect in their chart.

For me, this rings very true. My moon is in the 11th house, and so is my Chiron. They are exactly 8 degrees apart. The descriptions are almost opposite. I have certainly felt the pull throughout my life. I never fit in anywhere, and I was always last choice or the third wheel. I never understood why, and I just wanted no more than to be accepted and have friends that I could consider family. I actually have found them. I am entirely grateful. The Libra of the group told me they were all misfits, but I am part of their family as long as I want to be. I love them dearly and appreciate them all. They are: 4 Aquas, 2 Libras, 2 Gems, 1 Aries. I will forever cherish them and of course my other friends too. Friendship is very important to me.

Chiron in the 11th house: This shows your deepest wound residing in friendship and hopes. You may often feel rejected by others and this can lead you to be quite lonely. You are unique and you know that you don’t fit in with the normal crowd, so instead you seek out those that have similar points of view in order to not be rejected anymore. You can easily help others fit in somewhere you are, but you find it difficult to fit yourself in with others. It’s important to recognize that we are all divine beings, interconnected, and that we belong everywhere- not just with those who are of like mind. You may feel lonely and a little bitter because of this and reject anyone that doesn’t fit into your description of ‘friend’ because you fear the connection not working out. Learn to make connections without preconceived notions of how it’s going to go, and remember that ‘everyone you meet is your guru’. You have something to gain from everyone just as everyone has something to gain by coming into contact with you.

Moon in the 11th House: This position of the Moon indicates an emotional need for a feeling of belonging with, and support from, friends and associations with groups. You look to acquaintances for support, and offer the same in return. A changeable or unstable social life might be a reflection of inner emotional unrest. Waxing and waning feelings for others can cause problems in your relationships. You are a person who is filled with many dreams, wishes, and hopes for your future, and most of these are altruistic and good-hearted desires. However, you might change your aspirations frequently, with your changing moods, and have a hard time settling on goals to work towards as a result.

*You get a lot of emotional fulfillment through your involvement in groups, clubs, organizations, community activities, or a network of close friends who support and care for you. You make friends your family, and feel a close kinship with people who share some ideals or beliefs that you hold dear. You need people outside of your physical family to

I have Moon in exact conjunction to Chiron ( 0 degree) in second house Aries and both in opposition to Uranus_R.

But this is not only and alone hard aspect, Sun opposition to Pluto in another one, and Mercury conjunct Jupiter (in Pisces) both square Neptune that is in exact conjunct to MC and in opposition to Mars... (Ceres, Mercury , Jupiter and Sun are in first house) Is difficult to point out effect of just one aspect like Chiron and Moon.

However, I think that in comparison to other I have a great deal of work on understanding and caring of One's identity, and inside of this find real self-worth, self-acceptance, value, and security.

After so many illusions, dreams, fantasies, all the day and nights, high sensitivity to others and surroundings, ones eventually start to recognize them and then can see deceptions in large scale in the world and help other to exit from these types of prison.

The eternal hunger

Mother wounding

Posted by Nevamore

Where did you find that on the first post description? (to look up myself as a mars conjunct chiro )

sorry for the delay, just logged back in!

this is where i had found that post.

http://theinnerwheel.com/2012/10/19/the-endless-hunger-of-chiron-moon-part-one/