When I channel my anger and/or fears correctly I find I can redirect this energy towards animalistic sex drive, which rejuvenates and transforms me. I find I no longer want to sabotage in order to preserve myself... I just want to fuck and transmute.
Negative emotions give me tremendous amounts of energy. I become restless to avoid stewing & drowning in all that negativity. It needs an outlet or you'll start being very difficult to be around. A 1st grade bitch. Good for you for fucking it all away lol.
I don't desire anyone sexually at the moment, so I keep myself very busy doing other things to get rid of all the extra energy. Or I get very touchy & moody without occupying my time. However, that has always been my escape...busy, busy, busy until I'm too exhausted to care about anything else other than going to sleep.
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Any thoughts?