Scapegoat anyone...

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mfwb55
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Ok how can I say this and not get blasted

I am to blame for all I have heard and you too can blame me for all you have heard this way it makes it easier on both of us as you need to blame someone to get out of the situation you are in and the way to do this is to blame me. This then will allow you to lead a normal life and for me to go to hell.

It is not over yet by a long shot and seriously I would rather do that then not. I still have much to accomplish and not only that also need to pick the broken pieces of my heart up which were left lying and shattered on the ground that god awful day in the middle of May and I would like to pick them up again and make myself better for once in my life.

We have come thus far and because you are too good you are unable to go to hell I am built for that and I would like very much to do that as I feel I need to go there for reasons unexplained and/or not yet justified and not only that I need someone to come back to and I wouldnt live with myself if anything were to happen to you and by me going to hell to save you I will do it. It wont be the first time and it will be the last I need to go and explore around my way and live a litte like I have been dreaming for so long now and this will give me the opportunity of a lifetime to once and for all have it my way