Got it .. finally ....

.. I think.


Yesterday, talking to bijou and her saying she gets it after repeating myself over and over, I was left feeling really confused, irritated, baffled .. because what is "it"? Whatever "it" is, is what compells me to go on and on and on, to attempt to describe, explain in every fashion that pops in my head .. because I don't know what "it" is that nobody can understand about Pisces, in which we can't explain because it isn't thoughts to form into words .. it's a feeling that can't be identified.

We call it intuition, or sense ... often use the word "sense" to attempt to describe what "it" is that we know ... oh, yes, we'll say that we just know something .. we know something that other people don't know and it's because we "sense" it.

Other people quite often grasp immediately that we believe to have "it", while they are unable to grasp why we think we what they do not, since they are also able to pick up on vibes and nuances. To them, we must look like fools for thinking we have something they do not, because we are sure that we have a gift of intuition that sends messages to us .. and we are sure that the other people don't get "it".

What is "it" that we have?

What is it that we "sense" that isn't a definitive thought or vision or idea or can be formulated into reasoning intelligence .. that other people can indeed know what it is by rationalizing?

Tremendous struggle for a Pisces to form into words, which makes us appear vague, indecisive, obscure .. an enigma.

And then it dawned on me ... I've been describing it all along without ever getting "it" .. because "it" is not connected to itself, so "it" can't recognize, only sense that it exists.

We feel and think in two different planes of reality, which are totally and completely DISCONNECTED from each other, no cord or bridge at all ... so when we are on the plane of thought, we cannot comprehend how feelings are relative to our thoughts, we cannot put logic or reason of feelings to our thoughts .. we can only .... sense ... it.

Which once I've finally gotten "it" .. I can see now what other people see when they look at Pisces people and are baffled that we believe we have a gift that they do not have ... because it isn't being gifted at all .. it's being handicapped.

They are connected, they comprehend what we do not, and can only sense what they already know.

In other words, the "it" is merely another figment of your imagination.


Cool.

No .. "it" is the answer to why there is one.

I'm not sure. Sort of like this ..

"You know what it is you feel and want to communicate, but to put it into the intellectual realm - you have to search for that label. You know what it feels like, but naming that feeling requires having to analyze for the right label/word."

Only not quite, I think ...


I guess I failed at trying to describe what this is.

I'll try again, and then probably again ... for it's difficult for me to even get this and I live it, lol

This is all relative to intuition, or what we believe to be intuition. Only, I'm saying it isn't intuition at all. We say all the time that we have it in abundance because we 'sense' stuff all the time. It's not visual or words ... just an inkling that we get rushes into us, and it's telling us something.

Let's say hypothetically ... you go and visit a friend, and this friend treats you badly, is rude to you, ignores you. So, you leave because mentally you processed this friend is not one by the way she treated you. You can form in your mind reasonability as it pertains to terms and conditions in which you should and deserve to be treated by someone considered a friend. Within your mind, you KNOW.

In this same scenerio, it's me (a Pisces) who has just experienced this same situation with the alledged friend ... only, to me, I would say something along the lines of ... "I sensed that something was wrong. A message was coming through telling me that this isn't right. I must leave." ........... There wouldn't be any thought based around her actions of what she did to tell me that she isn't a friend. It would formulate in my head that something was amiss judging solely by me "sensing" this, and not by what she actually did.


Because feelings are NOT connected to thought .. to feel that I was treated badly in the plane of thought, which isn't connected to feelings, so I cannot actually "feel" that I've been treated badly while in the thought plane .. I can only sense that there is this condition in which I would believe is sending a message to me to tell me this is bad ... because I cannot feel that it is bad while on this plane. The connection between feeling it and thinking it is missing.

So, what I'm saying is that we aren't intuitive at all, or have a special gift of being able to sense things that others cannot detect because others can detect that this person treated them badly by using their mind.

Arrgg .. maybe that's what you were saying and I missed it

Ok, I hid that because I realize it was saying the same thing again .. I'm not sure how to explain it. Alls I know is that what we consider as being intuition is simply the only connection we have between thought and feeling .... it's a recall of the emotional plane because there is no retention within the mind of what something felt like.

I guess that's what you were saying, bijou ....

Oh, I'll unhide it then 🙂

Yes ... thought and feelings are completely cut-off. While I'm thinking, I cannot feel. So, this "sensing" we do is like an echo that's coming in from the emotional plane, telling our brains what it's suppose to do, since it isn't being felt.

Just like, when we shift to pure emotions ... we are totally irrational, hysterical, like blubbering idiots .. because there are no thoughts, we cannot reason at all, when submerged in the emotional plane.

We can however, simultaneously shift back and forth.

Have you ever been in an arguement with a Pisces? We'll run from logic to hysteria, back and forth ..

So, this "it" in which I'm trying to describe .. this "getting it" .. is a paradox. We cannot be gotten, even by ourselves, and yet, to get it (meaning to understand the meaning) is the only thing we have to get.


We therefore question, probe .. to grasp what it means, so we can get it, and yet, we can't get it because it isn't present in our minds.

I would translate intuition to mean a message from an external source as well. Yet, we consider what we "sense" as being intuition and I don't think it is, at all ... I don't believe we have any more powers of intuition than anyone else .. what we sense is emotional recall because there is no emotional memory inplanted in our brains.

So, you're saying that Aqua's are disconnected from feelings also, or did you mean that you could process mentally electing not to feel it.

I'm sorry, something was wrong with hubby and I had to go take care of him.

Good night, enjoy the movie 🙂

In other words, the "it" is merely another figment of your imagination.

ahahaha.....

bijou, in talking to Garfield .. it dawned on me how to identify this .. it's like trying to describe a multiple personality.

When one is present, the other is in shadow and is unresponsive, a clouded numbness that is aware but cannot interact .. when it is able to come forth (while the first one submerges into shadow), it can bring forth what was echoed because what happened when the other was present indirectly effected it by altering/molding it's life.

Pisceans seem not to be afraid of making emotional mistakes - they may feel badly about making them after the fact, but they are not pre-emptively afraid, it seems. They wait until they are ready, and may be indecisive. Aquas (or at least this one) do not like to be wrong, or make mistakes. So, they try to consider all consequences in advance to all action. Both see things from many sides. Aquas, though, feel keenly the sense of being wrong. Piceans don't see wrong.


The above describes the handicap in which was the light going off in my head. Everybody else does recognize mistakes, being wrong, which causes a fear to contemplate consequences. Though, I rebel against fear, and preach against it .. in reality, it's this lack of fear that jades our sensibilities.

And the outcome isn't our own pain .. it's harming the other.

We're a sorry lot ....