Hello...

Well... I got the pisces back against all odds, and it wasn't what I thought it was going to be I will tell you that much. And now, we are done, because I can't stand his lazy ass. And now, I am in love with the cancer who was in love with me while I was in love with pisces and now he doesn't love me anymore... I'm so dumb!! How aer you all?

Umm like a year ago I was making a dumbass of myself trying to get a stupid pisces back

Ain't that just the way, we cling on hopelessly to the love we think we want, and fail to see the new love trying to come in until it's too late.

Do you have a tendency to want what you can't have Scorpio702?

I don't know, I think maybe I do. The cancer guy wanted to be with me so badly, it was driving me nuts that he was so obsessive over me, and now it's like the tables have turned, and I hate it. I don't know, at that time in my life I was so depressed over the stupid pisces that I was completely tunnel visioned about it. And now that I can see the big picture again I realize that I made a mistake. Even though the cancer guy says he forgives me and wants to spend time with me again, it's hard because he keeps saying that he doesn't want to rush back into a relationship even though I never mention anything about it, so I'm just a little saddened. He really was a great guy, and we really were like 2 peas in a pod, we never fought, we never argued, we could finish eachothers sentences... ew, I'm going to stop now. I just fuck myself over 😄, that's what Im good at.

"So as you can see you are not the only one in the mud." I second that, I want to join the club 🙂 I am suck @t relationship .I wish they were a workshop,one could sign up for. ..
"At least I do not whine'...@ Outcast, well my peeps think I am a drama queen; I always have something going on with me as they have the "peeerrrfect life?; (perfect job,perfect pretend marriage/husband=boring🙂. So I have to come here venting, whining, whatever makes me feel better. I have too much running in my mind. Can't afford a therapist, dxp is my therapeutic session.

Scorpio702 .. the Pisces man was an ass from the very beginning, when he kicked you to the curb, literally from your home .. for another woman.

The problem is something all Scorpios have to face in their lives, and try to heal from ... it's obssession.

You were blinded by this obssession and couldn't see anything past that .. this P-man was a dickhead from day one, S702.

Glad to hear that you got past that with him ... however, until you find your wings and Rise .. this trait will continue to plague you with all your relationships. It's not easy to overcome and heal from but Scorpios have tremendous healing powers .. this is what their intensity is in place for, this is why they have this strength.

People (Scorps) erroneously believe the strength of their intensity is in place to overpower others, to be gods in control .. and this simply is not true. This fortitude is in you so you can lift off the ground of possessiveness, and soar like an eagle, where you belong.

So long as you allow yourself to obssess over the possession of another persons heart ... you will remain in destructional patterns.


Rise above, S702 ... fly.

You are right, I need to just concentrate on me and my life.. don't know why thats always such a problem for me. I guess because I feel like that guy genuinely cared for me so much and I screwed it all up for some asshole. I am concentrating on my own life though, working and having my own place and my own friends again, it's all so nice, but it would also be nice to be able to be with the cancer again, I didn't realize how happy he did make me, I was blinded by my obsession with the pisces that I couldn't see how great he was. But, I guess my determination will eventually get me what I want, only to realize it's not what I wanted in the first place.