Help, please. I need to catch me a fishy :)

I really want him. Everything is perfect and wonderful. And I feel like I'm dreaming it all up. . .then the next day, turns out it didn't mean as much as I thought.

I'm not your typical Aries, though. I've been hurt enough times to know better. So it takes an awfully long time to gain my trust. And it's nearly impossible for me to be the strength he needs when I'm insecure about what I am to him.

There's something about him. He seems very, very real. Very genuine. Then. He's gone. Until he needs whatever it is I give him.

I've read that Aries/Pisces can be a great pairing. I'm not willing to give up. In fact, I probably never will. If it ends, it's going to have to be because he ended it.

So.

How can I show him he can trust me? At first he was very gungho about everything. He started talking about plans with our careers/moving in together only a month or two into it.

But I slowed him down (perhaps the hurt lingers, still?).

I want so badly to hold him. And love him. And to know that in my arms is where he wants to be.

But he's too afraid to admit it. And I'm too afraid to ask.

Help!

Well go for it! the ready Pisces guy will be more than willing - a tip - play a bit hard to get thou - give them time & space - MAKE FRIENDS with there mates & get actively involved in sport!

Your persistence on your beliefs and not letting go...is something commendable.

I know it sounds stupid, but I notice all these little things he's accomplishing. Like. . . changing his #1 friends on myspace to actual people versus bands. And making himself a bit more "real"; a bit more "seen".

I wonder. Is alot more going on than I realize?

Does he expect me to just "know" certain things.

I.E. He said to me the last time we saw each other (Sat). "Let's go on a cruise next year."

WTF?! I just said, "OK!" But inside I can't make sense of dude. Doesn't stay in now, does he?

Sorry if I seem desperate. I'm just really wanting to understand him

Hmm, well do you have good bait?

Well, I don't know about all Fish guys, but one of my good friends is a total free-spirited mush. Him and his girlfriend go rolling in the grass, go the evironmentalist and anti-littering conventions and meetings, talking about quantum physics/ human psycology/ ancient & modern philosophy, star and planet gazing, hugging, cloud watching, etc.

The other one is slightly the same, but he calls himself, "The Good Thug" and he "gang-bangs" for Jesus.

Both of them are deeply religious and good dudes.