texnbean
@texnbean
18 YearsCapricorn
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I give up
You never know .. it may be your decision to walk away that gives him the strength and courage to overcome. Whatever happens to him, you have to keep living inside you and making you happy. Whatever your decision is, is the right one for you.
And don't worry about bending our ears .. we are more than happy to give you what support you need.
Chin up 🙂
((( group hug )))
And don't worry about bending our ears .. we are more than happy to give you what support you need.
Chin up 🙂
((( group hug )))
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