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"I love you" to Catfish and surprisingly, I didn't spontaneously combust.

I so thought I would though. I was expecting to like upchuck or something but no, no regurgitation or anything. Overall, my stomach did a few nervously nauseous flips and I was so totally ok after that.

Truth be told, he said it first...I'm a Taurus after all so I do not do "first." Plus I'm AWESOME so it's about time he recognized how shiny my horns and hooves are.

On a side note, I realized that I haven't said that those three words to a guy since I was with the Aqua. I may have said it to the Leo but I don't think it counts if it was during sex? I mean, I sooooooooooo totally meant it then in the throws of it and we did say it afterward but did I love in a non-wee sense? I dunno...I don't think so.

Either way, I said it in the case of my fishy and the Earth (which is ruled by Taurus as we are SUPREME Earthlings) did not fall off its axis. Go fucking figure right? I still say give it another 72 hours. If shit starts to pop off, I apologize profusely.

At the moment I feel exposed and kinda perturbed by it but you know, I think he's worth the risk and to be honest, I'm tired of keeping my guard up. There's something about Catfish that makes me want to stop fighting...not in life but in lo...loo...ove... you get the idea 😛
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Posted by caligula
"I love you" to Catfish and surprisingly, I didn't spontaneously combust.



I know, right? But did the earth move? (Or did you mistake it for the stomach flips? 😉)

Posted by caligula
At the moment I feel exposed and kinda perturbed by it but you know, I think he's worth the risk and to be honest, I'm tired of keeping my guard up. There's something about Catfish that makes me want to stop fighting...not in life but in lo...loo...ove... you get the idea 😛
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Pisces seem to have this slippery way of working under your skin... you're so busy building walls and chinking the cracks and admiring your impressive handiwork... that you don't even notice that the Fish burrowed under the walls until he's standing beside you and breathes in your ear, "You missed a spot..."

But if you must be exposed and vulnerable to someone... lucky you that it's a Pisces, someone who knows and values love, someone who knows the sacrifice it takes to open yourself like that.. and appreciates it for the amazing gift it is. You'll never be the same again, regardless of what happens in the future. He'll love you forever, Tubbz - all your faces, all your flaws and graces.. but is that comforting or terrifying?

You don't hook a Fish. A Fish hooks you. Welcome to madness
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lol @VB. yeah, it does kinda get stuck when you haven't said it in a while. like, "did that come out of me!??!"

my immediate reaction was, "don't pick at it" so i let it be and am just going to keep it breezy. i feel relaxed atm. not overly confident but it feels right 🙂



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Pisces seem to have this slippery way of working under your skin... you're so busy building walls and chinking the cracks and admiring your impressive handiwork... that you don't even notice that the Fish burrowed under the walls until he's standing beside you and breathes in your ear, "You missed a spot..."

But if you must be exposed and vulnerable to someone... lucky you that it's a Pisces, someone who knows and values love, someone who knows the sacrifice it takes to open yourself like that.. and appreciates it for the amazing gift it is. You'll never be the same again, regardless of what happens in the future. He'll love you forever, Tubbz - all your faces, all your flaws and graces.. but is that comforting or terrifying?

You don't hook a Fish. A Fish hooks you. Welcome to madness




well we'll see about that last part. i think i may have accidentally snagged him on an udder or something but you're right, i think he's been trying to figure his way over the wall and was in awe of how thick it was. i won't say it deterred him but i have awesome masonry skills and you're right, i was admiring the fortress i built and how leak proof it was.

i suppose he did too because instead of trying to barrel it down, one day i guess it just gathered on him to knock real hard, yell the magic words, hop three times and voila! it opened.

granted he's still in the garden but at least he's on the grounds.
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where i shall not be birthin no bastard babies, we're nowhere near that point and i'm too selfish to have a wedding. i decided that waaaaaaaay before Catfish stepped into the picture.

i always figured i may do a reception or something but really, i don't need a toaster or a fondue set. if "please make all gifts in the form of certified cheque or money order and payable to..." is too forward to put on the invites, i don't see the point.

thanks for the offer though. it was so totally never going to happen but i appreciate the gesture.
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LOL And I'm still happy for you. Huge step, and a scary one, BLAHDOW! Now, make THIS Tau proud and show all those naysayers just how freaking slamming it is for Tau and Pisces to be a united front. *inhaling deeply* Smell that Cali? It's romance. Try not to recoil at the words. I'll take you in nice and slow and introduce one per day. I'll whisper it in your ear as you sleep. "Fluffy", "kitties", "Valenciennes lace". 😉
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Posted by Nefer

"But if you must be exposed and vulnerable to someone... lucky you that it's a Pisces, someone who knows and values love, someone who knows the sacrifice it takes to open yourself like that.. and appreciates it for the amazing gift it is. You'll never be the same again, regardless of what happens in the future. He'll love you forever, Tubbz - all your faces, all your flaws and graces.. but is that comforting or terrifying?

You don't hook a Fish. A Fish hooks you."




This made me cry... very, very sweet Tubbz