push and pull

Im sure for some reason all you pisces ladies somehow do this but the best i can describe it is push and pull. My pisces tends to be extremely lovey dovey some days and completely cold others. Now i realize i myself can go into shut down mode and become mute with little notice. However i tend to become a tad resentful during the push moments and it does take some time for the relationship to recover only as it stands im holding back.

I wonder if this is a defense mechanism or if its just everyday business as far as Pisces women are concerned. Im not so much fazed by this but rather have blindly linked dislike to it in my subconscious. So i wonder if this is something i must rectify in short order if its to be expected in the long term.

Im constantly late for things as i misjudge time beyond the scope of realities lines. I have no intention of changing this as i believe i arrive when i was meant to not when im expected. But with my choices being weighed less by responsibility and more by affection i tend to wonder.

In her favor she definitely compels me to succeed and even exceed my own levels. I suppose its all the more satisfy to know who joins you in merry madness while you create. I think that it takes time for things to recover. She is enlightened and i feel she understands my internal symphony, be it high or low notes.

I sense she wants more but of what im uncertain ~ all in wonder.

It seems like such a simple answer i guess im uncertain of how she will react as i like my other to be involved in my artwork. This involves he being naked a ton and letting me cast parts of her body or paint take photos etc for reference. Funny thing is i dont even have to ask girls to do this when im single. But whns its a girl im suer attracted to and in a relationship with things get out of hand sometimes i suppose.

I probably have attracted the answer somehow but im always second guessing it. Sometimes it just takes a person looking at it from the outside to give you an answer that you wouldnt come up with on your own even if you already had it. But the push and pull part still eludes me its been this way from the start.

personally I have no idea with the female variety of fish, but in in some cases Id call you pussy whipped. lets just hope shes dont need one of those 3rd or 2nd pretty much a fish like u