The Dark and the Stange.

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Dreamy-Eyez
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20 Years

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Hey Ya'll,
Dreamy-Eyez here. How did you're Valentine's Day go? I personally can't stand the holiday, but I'm sure it was wonderful for some of you. I'm a romantic, but the only reason why I don't like the holiday is because I think it's ludacris for people to use that one particular day to show affection all while every other day could be Valentine's Day thru the little things that you do for your lover. (But that's just me.)

Anyway, I stopped working at the BP gas station and now I'm in pursuit of going to school to get a degree in a career in the medical field. I'm working at Papa Johns more because the hours are very flexible. I do have one problem though and it's with a friend of mines whose a Sagittarius with Scorpio in Venus. When I first arrived on the Papa Johns scene, he was pretty much all eyes on me. (I ignored it.) He seemed like a shy fellow, but he often make an effort to strike up a conversation with me, but then it's like after "How are you doing today?" it's like he chokes. So after a while I've been working there, he managed to gain my friendship because there were times he caught me on a bad day, and would be concerned by wanting to know about what's going on with me. So when Christmas arrived, I got him a "Snowbuddies" ornament. Surprisingly, a week later he showed up at my job at the BP with a Christmas card for me. I was appreciative for it, but then he just stood there in front of me and he had this intense look in his eyes and I got so nervous that I turned away for a moment. When I got home, I read the card and in the inside he expressed how great he thought I was and how anyone would call themselves lucky to have me as a freind. (I thought it was gracious of him) After that, things just don't seem simple anymore. Now-a-days, it's like he chokes when I'm talking to him. (Why?)He stares at me when I'm not looking and he does things to get my attention. Other days he'll be playful and crack jokes in the dark, perverted way he always does, but now, it's all not so fun anymore. I feel like there is so much beneath the surface that's wanting to jump out at me, and it worries me. After what happened to me with Mr. Libra, I just really gave up on looking for love and now I'm focusing on having a career. I'm not up for the games or guessing of the signals secret admirers are giving off anymore. (I'm just sick of it.) If anyone have any new perceptions to give me, I'm open to it, but please be gentle. (I'm soft hearted.)