Does he stil love me

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Shell14
@Shell14
11 Years

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I have been sleeping with my ex boyfriend on and off for two and a half years. Its weird because iv realised this weekend that I still love him. I live an hour away from him and when he text me last night I drove the hour to see him. Normally I just ignore the text and text him when im in the area. I don't know what come over me. I couldn't wait to see him I kept kissing him and told him I still love him. I haven't done that in the 2 1/2 hours we have finished or the 18 months we were together. I think he still loves me. I asked him and he goes all quiet or says no I don't. I don't know what to do anymore. Can someone talk to me about this please thanks xx
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Shell14
@Shell14
11 Years

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Thanks for talking to me. I left him because I thought he didn't love me. We went through a lot he is a commitment phobic and I was similar. Hes best friends wife hated me and caused so much trouble and my ex took sides and thought I was mental but it was her. Ive been noticing things are different recently. Its not the same like it was a year or so ago when we were sleeping together. He has said to me before that he loves me and he always has. But hes too stubborn and believes it wont work and hes probably scared of what his mates would say. I know what your saying about a booty call it has felt like that but I think theres more to it. But hes so friggin commitment phobic rubbish so I cant get through. I said to him this morning its ok if he doesn't want to be with me. I was crying. and said you cant contact me anymore. I cant love you forever! then I stormed out the house and drove home crying.
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Shell14
@Shell14
11 Years

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Clingy! No way! I said I don't know what come over me. I was with him for 18 months and never told him how much I loved him. I don't know what has happened recently cos I have been having a great time being single and having no guys whatsoever. And when I got his text I just got this rush feeling and had to see him. I have not had that before. And I have been sleeping with him on and off for 2 1/2 years. He has never stopped contact with me. He told me last night he misses me.

I wish I could talk to him he just backs off or disappears. How can I talk to him. I tried to this morning and he was like No! I don't want to. Cos I don't want to. Then another night he'll be telling me he loves me and always has. He cant handle his feelings! He has always been the same. hes an aquarius by the way
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peaceloveandhappiness
@peaceloveandhappiness
12 Years

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Girl I just came off that same roller coaster and it's a pain in the ass and not worth it. I know u feel invested in the r/s but u need to pull back. If he really cares as u suspect then let him show you. That would confirm it all wouldn't it? And I'm sure the more u push, the more he backs off - maybe he's unsure of what he feels.

Good luck and remember to show dignity...we don't need to be begging for crumbs 🙂