CALLING ALL SCORPIOS!!!!

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13 YearsGemini

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First off... You need to know this one and I are deeply spiritual and before our break up, we were connected in a way I can only describe as telepathically and empathetically, even over distance. We dated for about 3 months before the distance came between us and I called it off. When we were together the world disappeared and it was only us. It was heat and passion like i'd never known. He admitted to have been falling in love with me before he left. He had to go out of state to handle a custody situation with his kids. Because of the 2 court dates he would be gone for a month. He was very touch and go during his absence, hot and cold, and so on, but always had the right thing to say or do to send my heart soaring. After spending time with his kids (that he hadn't seen in some time) he was torn between coming back to me or staying. I did the right thing and told him to stay and be with his kids. Which part of me regrets but I wasn't about to stand between them, by any means. He is still there but the "bond" we have still feels as strong as ever. However, I got a major tap on the shoulder universally speaking telling me to let him go for now. But i still miss him like crazy he reciprocates the feeling(so he says). I don't want to be fooled. The context of the beginning of the conversation isn't important but more where we are talking feelings. I know there isn't much I can do about it now in his abscense but when he returns,I would totally try again Can you scorpios tell me if he is being legit or not. side notes: Kristen is the baby momma. After he ran out of money he had to stay with her, which allows him to see his kids, i mulled over the possiblity that he was trying to get back together but he swears it isn't the case (who really knows on that one? lol)
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@Foenyks
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Him: Compound and delegate. Be explicit, please (we were talking about various energy sheilds and he was wanting to know mine)
Me: I can't give you that one...
Him: Tis all you have to say.
Me: Tis the only boundary I have between myself and your ways [😉]
Him: Actually, you have more than that. My creation is gone from your home. I am spiritually blind to you (unfortunately)
Me:..why is that unfortunate?
Him: Why would I want to be, when it comes to someone I still want and (to put it lightly) care for?
But am bound away from. Ntm I'm nosy.
Me: Didn't realize it was like that for you. I mean, I knew you were nosy when you put it there. But it still burns that you put her before me when you were mine....and the fact that I feel the same way for you...frustrates me. Part of why I don't want you to have access. Especially since we can't do anything about it....
Him: I feel the same. And actually, I picked my kids over you, AT YOUR BEHEST. Me and Kristen??_ [:/] don't get along. She was out till 5 this morning (I don't know where.) Lol, and I'm a worrier, when it comes to that kind of thing. Albeit I've jumped back and forth for months??_ but I have good cause. Heaven or Paradise? Rock or a hard place? Needless to say??_ I am torn. As always. My choice just brought YET ANOTHER dilemma. [:/]
Me: I understand that it was at my behest but I cared enough about you and your kids that I didn't want to stand between you. I wanted to tell you to come back but it didn't seem right to me. It was clear to me that your feelings for her were resounding in your heart even when you were here. I honestly didn't know how to compete with that. And I wasn't ready to up my roots and leave for you. I understand your choice. It rocked my world to have to have you delivered to me and then taken away so quickly. I even told you i didn't think you were coming back...What's your other dilemma?
Him: Whether I stay with Kris or not. I promised I'd help her get on her feet, not be with her. And I'm all for dropping out of a contract that's detrimental to me, if there's a loophole.
Me: and part of me is still thinking that if everything was on the up and up I wouldn't have been told to let you go....I can see that, it's good for you to be helpful as long as it's reciprocated.
Him: On the up and up? It isn't. Other than me seeing my kids whenever I want. Me and she fight. Everyday. She starts it. I finish it (usually by just stopping talking) Seems no matter what I do, allevia
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*alleviation of stress is NOT in my cards.
Me: on the up and up as in things were they way they were supposed to be. That things were right between us. I honestly struggled with the situation, the Gods knew it. You can pick your battles Rob. Not everything warrants an emotional reaction. I know this is Spanglish to someone prone to emotion, but you choose the burdens you take on. You want to be happy, be happy, remember? ....why did you have to be so awesome?...
Him: I don't follow...
Me: What i mean is....Out of every meaningful relationship I've had, friend or otherwise, you are my absolute favorite. We weren't together long but I'm struck on you. I have so many romantic and unromantic potentials right now, but you still fill my mind. My world?...It feels a little to the left without you. (shakes head) this is stupid...
Him: ??_ The feeling is mirrored. [:/] I want to say more but am not articulate enough (ironic) to voice it.
Me: ...ironic indeed. It's wierd to describe. It's like becoming hollow after the greatest sense of fulfillment. Being forced to walk the night in broad daylight after glimpsing the light of the heavens. Not even these words to my feelings justice....I miss you...
Him: I miss you as well, babe. [:/] I miss caring about something (that isn't my kids.) Although it is my fault that I don't have that, a choice that I made. And even then??_ I care??_ it just doean't really help from 3500 miles away.
After this i made a joke about him grabbing the kids and coming back....no response...
About us in the stars: I am gemini/cancer with venus in leo/He is scorpio with venus in scorpio
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Look guys. My concern is not with gem/scorp compatibility. We have a connection that is our own. I just want to know if you guys think he is being genuine based on your self knowledge as scorpios and as individuals who may have experienced something similar. I recognize that I am most likely too deep in the situation to see it for what is is or isn't. Don't worry about bringing my feelings up or down. I'm just looking for honesty. Thanks 🙂
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To piranhaparadiise: This was kinda my intuition. And you are right. Since we broke up our communications have been very intellectual. For me it's because it's hard to talk about my feelings knowing that it wouldn't do any good because of the distance. But it is frustrating if that is that case that he would tell me the feelings are mutual. But none the less, thank you for your opinion 🙂