Damn you Saturn Return in the 9th house

Saturn Scorpio in the Ninth House: (House of Sagittarius and Jupiter) It's curious to find Saturn, the contractor, in the 9th House, ruled by Jupiter, the expander. Now is the time to connect personal momentum with a sense of purpose. If you travel, it'll be empty, unless it ties in with your long range vision. If you're in school, it'll feel pointless, until you align it with your inspired future.

This brings a chance to widen your worldview, to make room for what's ahead. The next houses are about making your mark, and being a public presence. If your world has become too small, you grow discontent and restless. You might break out by embarking on a voyage of learning, whether formally or self-directed.

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If you were born with Saturn in Scorpio then your Saturn Return is coming. It will affect a range of birthdays, and assuming that you??re a typical Astrology Show fan, you??ll be an Eighties baby. If you were born from Tuesday 30th November 1982 through May 6th 1983 then you were born in the early stages of Saturn in Scorpio and so you??ll feel the full impact of the return, from October 5th 2012 through to 2013.

October 5th, 2012 was the day I left the US to go back to India since I've been feeling all alone and my life meaningless and pointless for a few months then. Was on a huge fighting streak with scorp which kept giving me a restless feeling. As if I had no anchor to hold me down, being tossed in the wind over a huge expanse. I made the decision that none of my life made any sense uptil then, wanted to uproot it and restart my career all over again, the emptiness was soo loud, the silence made such a noise that I had to end it all and bring some meaning back into my life. Now it kinda makes sense to me.. this saturn return thingy.

oops i meant to post this on the gemini forum! *horror face*

prolly its a nother one of those saturn lessons i gotta learn /sarcasm

Posted by JennGem

Posted by ZipZapZo0m
Saturn Scorpio in the Ninth House: (House of Sagittarius and Jupiter) It's curious to find Saturn, the contractor, in the 9th House, ruled by Jupiter, the expander. Now is the time to connect personal momentum with a sense of purpose. If you travel, it'll be empty, unless it ties in with your long range vision. If you're in school, it'll feel pointless, until you align it with your inspired future.

This brings a chance to widen your worldview, to make room for what's ahead. The next houses are about making your mark, and being a public presence. If your world has become too small, you grow discontent and restless. You might break out by embarking on a voyage of learning, whether formally or self-directed.

please explain

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Check which house your saturn falls in and if you are around my age - that is 28/29, you are supposed to be on your saturn return (the point when saturn returns to its natal position after travelling the whole zodiac in 29.5 years).