HELP!! In love with a Scorpio..but him..—Revised

Hello everyone,

I am new at posting to this forum, though since I fell for my Scorpio..I check in regularly..

Any advice on my situation from you Scorps and those who love them would help!!! It's bit of a tale but...

I first met him about 9 months ago. You see, he was my doctor. Imagine my surprise being referred to a new specialist, not realizing he was a man let alone this sexy charismatic and sweet one. From the moment he walked in the room I sensed a connection and chemistry between us, I felt so uneasy under his Scorpio gaze. I also sensed he was feeling it too..

FYI..I was referred to him for a surgical procedure consultation. He is a very busy doctor and surgeon, on staff at a huge hospital and he has a crazy schedule, performing up to 5 surgeries per day. He also sees patients, teaches residents and travels between 5 hospital offices in a week. Just a little context...

Anyway, I met with him monthly for office visits the next few months leading up to my scheduled surgery. Everytime I visited him, he never examined me, constantly compliments me on my hair, dress, etc, he would sit back in his chair, kick off his sandals (he's usually in scrubs) and proceed to interrogate me about everything. I am a lawyer, and my visits consisted of him asking all about my practice, my background, my future career plans, etc...He repeatedly tells me how impressed he is with me in terms of my work and career accomplishments. He would also ask questions about my family, friends etc..but as is typical with Scorpios..he never reveals any of his personal info or answers questions about himself in a clear manner.

These office visits would stretch out to last for about 45 min to an hour..sometimes with him keeping several patients waiting..Our visits always ended with him asking for "a hug goodbye", which I gladly would give...lol

Through the course of these months of office visits, I tried my best to ascertain his status since I became interested in him, and he seemed interested in me..He is about 8 years younger than me, wears no wedding ring, and everytime I tried to figure out if he were involved, I always get an answer that points to him being single and pretty much a workaholic...

He was scheduled to go on vacation after my surgery, to attend his brother's wedding. He told me all about it and operated on me for the first time right before his vacation.

His behavior with me right before the surgery itself was interesting. I'm there in glas