I don't know how to love him.....

what to do how to move him..I've been changed; yes really changed. In these past few days when I see myself, I seem like someone else. I don't know how to take this. I don't see why he moves me. He's a man....he's just a man. And I've had so many men before in very many ways...he's just one more. Should I bring him down, should I scream and shout should I speak of love, let my feelings out. I never thought I'd come to this. What's it all about.

I have sung this from my heart to my Scorp. I hope he can hear it in his soul. Oh God...I am so heart sick.

Is your main man juses?

You are so funny!! Yes, Jesus is a great part of me, but my Scorp is 2nd. I miss him jimmy...and I'm not just talkin' tree trunk miss him either...I am talking about how it feels when your every waking moment is somehow related to this person. He is with me in a spiritual way....always. Wasn't Charles Manson a Scorpio? Magic Man? Now I'm scared that I am under a spell. Help!!

Just kidding but some of your message seems to be from Juses christ superstar.

Very perceptive....how old are you?

I think he is 32 years young. 😉

I like the young part. as for perceptive not.

Well, whatever...I just want to go away.