Libra w/ Scorpio Stellium

My Chart:
Sun Libra
Moon Scorpio
Mercury Scorpio
Venus Scorpio
Pluto Scorpio
Asc Scorpio
Mars Capricorn

And all that Scorpio shit in my 12th house.

I feel as though i'm cursed. I can never let things go. Always thinking/analyzing every single event.

Now, I have learned over the years how to control all the negative thoughts and learned how to fight through depression. I am farrr from a controlling obsessive boyfriend. I know better.... I refuse to let my negativity and insecurities affect my g/f. I have learned how to deal with these things internally.

So after 24 years the one thing i still struggle with everyday is my Venus in Scorpio. Why do i have to feel everything so intensely.... When my heart breaks it literally feels like i'm going to die from heart failure. When i get jealous.... i have marathon workouts that last for 5 hours to get my mind off things.

Any Advice?

You clearly think you're cool.

Be constructive or get lost.

i was joking. chill jersey shore.