Scorpio boyfriend being distant.

Hi there. I know there's a lot of topics around here about a Scorpio man being cold and distant, however I didn't find the advice for myself. So if you have time I hope you guys can give me some advices, I'll be very thankful 🙂

I'm seventeen and still in high school. So the last semester I sat next to this Scorpio guys, and we became very fond of each other. After a lot of chasing around, he finally told me that he loves me and we officially became a couple. Once he no longer hid from his secret wall, I found that he was a very passionate, caring, loving person. He like flooded me with love and attention. We spent the summer together, just me and him and our secret dates, always have to be in private places. We even shared a lot of kissing and cuddling and such things. When we're alone he seems very close to me, no longer hiding, secretive, cold, distant.

But now summer ends and we head back to school. Today is the first day at school. I was afraid that things would go back like before, like the last school year, when he had feelings for me but just never, ever showed it - it made me completely frustrated. It happens again today. When we meet at class, around everybody else, he just keeps being distant to me. He doesn't come toward me, doesn't talk to me, like we have nothing to do with each other. I know he is secretive and prefers privacy, however I thought at least after all of what we've been through - very deep, very attached, he could be a little more... close to me. I don't know what is going on in his mind? Does it mean he hasn't had enough courage to be with me, like, in public? Why does he have to be so distant and indifferent?

He once told me that he's only "real" when he with me, the rest is just a lie. But I need more than that from him, I need to have a little faith. He always does what he likes. Is he that selfish? Am I not worth it so that he could overcome himself to come toward me? He is so close to me and I just don't know how to love him right.