Been dating a Taurus off and on for 16 years. Half of my life. It doesn't matter how long we go without contact we always seem to run into each other or find our way back. I'm ready for more but have to get some things in order in my life. I even told him I'm a mess right now. I know he knows that I love him. He said he hates being alone and I said so do I! I just can't seem to find enough time to be there every time he wants me to be. He runs his fingers through my hair. He kisses me and holds me tells me I'm beautiful. Makes plans in he future. I told him I wanted to really try this time around, and I'm just hesitant because I don't want to lose him. We spent Friday evening together is was just amazing it's like he fixed all the pain and broken pieces back together. And the next day he text and I tried to make it over but I couldn't. And then I said I'll see you soon because his mother was coming into town for the rest of the weekend, so I let it be but haven't heard a thing. Over the years him or I end up wanting more from each other but it's never the right time. I have loved him forever and I have said it a couple times but he's not. It's like he thinks he doesn't have to say it, that I should already know. So again here we are I put my all into and told him upfront I don't want to get hurt and that's why I have had reservations. I'm a Scorpio tried and true, but I just can't figure out what this Taurus man wants. Where do I go from here and what do I? And advice would be helpful. Thanks in advance
