Two scorps who can't let go of one another....

I haven't been on here in a few years, but fing myself back here. A scorp and I met while we were both separated from our spouses. I got divorced, he didn't. He went back to his wife and I moved on. Since then, they have broken up and separated again several times. I had been in and out of a relationship or two but we kept in touch. Our connection is unreal and he is insane about me. But I'll be damned if I am the other women. Although I have put myself in the situation with him a time or two.

A psychic stoped me outside of a dunkin donuts and told me I have been involved with this man over a few years and we are unable to fully be together, that he is my soul mate and he loves me and isn't happy in his commitment or marriage and is staying strictly for the child (which is his excuse and isn't good enough for me). She says things will change and I shouldn't give up on him.

I thought she was insane and a witch or something. I told her I didn't know where she got that from but I will not sit around waiting on anyone. In the meantime I am very lonely want a serious relationship and can't stop loving him. I am not getting one with him either. All the brains, beauty and sexiness (I am constantly told I have) still not meeting Mr. right. If this man is my soulmate then have a change of heart because this ship will be gone once Mr. Right shows up. Sorry needed to vent. Caught in a trap. This man adores me. Our families and friends know about us and are amazed we aren't together. sigh.....

Oneoffour888 - what was your other user name? I know I have been gone a few years, but thought about the great friends I met on here right in my city and how advice here had been so very useful.

Valeria25 - The lady said she was a psychic and she wasn 't waiting for me she walked up to me outside. It freaked me out! I thought she was crazy until she started talking about things that actually were happening in my life then thats when I asked questions. Still very wierd. The wife never will leave so I have basically given up on it. Until this psychic thing. I have even tried avoided being friends with him at all for now until some of our emotions get in check, but we are so close. He will call until I finally answer. The man loves me. Him being there for his kids is a great thing. This is what he was bought up to believe, his parents are still together and have been through hell. I know too well that children could benefit better from two happy parents living separately than two parents constantly fighting and arguing and not interacting living in the same house. I am divorced too with a child.

All I say is if that is his choice then do that, but don't expect me to available when you need to be loved and acting as if we are a couple. Jealous when I am out or even when he hears or find out I went on a date... I wish things were different but they aren't.

Passinatescorp - I had started to believe it could be possible we could be soul mates, we get along great. We love eachother and we even finish eachothers thoughts and sentences. If things were different. I know we would be very happy together for years to come. BTW, his wife knows about his and my involvement and that we met when they weren't living together. He says he told her he loves me but will not walk out on his children. I even admire him for that, but it might not be the right decision for anyone in the family. Meanwhile I am hoping to meet someone "right for me" and totally available.

A scorp can be fully satisfied only by another scorp.

It's funny how people are willing to waste so much time when they know what is right for them. Cowardice? Weakness?

Oh, I remember, Scorpis like to suffer and complain about it. At least you're not blaming anyone, that's quite grown-up. Now fix it and get that sexy bug into your bed.

Posted by topaz
A scorp can be fully satisfied only by another scorp.

2nd decan crabby, scorpio decante, good enough?