SheDevil77
@SheDevil77
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Venus in the 8th house & Mars in Scorpio....
Basically I'm intense as hell...almost too much so for myself...which is why i think most of my relationships have been filled with passion but short lived. I'm a Cap sun with a Cancer Rising and Moon in Leo BTW. Men and Lesbians are drawn to me often...sometimes its uncomfortable...but mostly it heats up my insides...i feel like i have to suppress a huge part of myself because there's this huge animal instinct feeling inside of me and I am afraid for it to fully takeover. i masturbate at least 3 times a day (sorry if its TMI, but you get the picture)...though i suppress myself from sex alot. I feel like if that part of me were to lose control, there may not be any coming back.
The current object of my affection is a cancer rising, gemini sun, Leo moon, Taurus venus, and Cancer mars. i should also note that his venus is in the 11th house.
The chemistry is crazy. Passionate, INTENSE, claustrophobic and stifling. My emotions have been a complete wreck since meeting him....I can't think straight when we kiss. Surprisingly we haven't had sex...Self Control seems to be pretty damn crazy on both sides...but its hard to pull away. literally like trying to pull magnets apart. cra-zy.
okay back to the point..what i want to know is how do i find a release of this scorp energy...is this even scorp energy? and how do i keep my emotions in check with this guy?
I cant believe I'm asking that...im usually really good at hiding emotions...over analyzing is usually my thing. but im so possessive of him it scares me. I am the queen of detachment...yet i hate when he's away from me. I'm Jealous of everyone around him...he cant tell of course. but my blood boils when he talks about his female friends. it shocks me...of course some it is insecurity, but most of it is just a "I wanna trap you in my basement and keep you from the rest of the world feeling". I feel like he brings out my scorp energy...i feel myself about to have emotional outburst for no real valid reason (not tears...i cant explain it). Thankfully my pride is holding me back from making a fool of myself...I detach from him for days at a time...in an attempt to get some control of my emotions (aqua-venus). but i am so scared im going to say or do something crazy lol...not illegal but just enough to make him take off running. which honestly might be a relief to my peace of mind. lol
Please tell me this is scorp energy and im not nutzo.
The current object of my affection is a cancer rising, gemini sun, Leo moon, Taurus venus, and Cancer mars. i should also note that his venus is in the 11th house.
The chemistry is crazy. Passionate, INTENSE, claustrophobic and stifling. My emotions have been a complete wreck since meeting him....I can't think straight when we kiss. Surprisingly we haven't had sex...Self Control seems to be pretty damn crazy on both sides...but its hard to pull away. literally like trying to pull magnets apart. cra-zy.
okay back to the point..what i want to know is how do i find a release of this scorp energy...is this even scorp energy? and how do i keep my emotions in check with this guy?
I cant believe I'm asking that...im usually really good at hiding emotions...over analyzing is usually my thing. but im so possessive of him it scares me. I am the queen of detachment...yet i hate when he's away from me. I'm Jealous of everyone around him...he cant tell of course. but my blood boils when he talks about his female friends. it shocks me...of course some it is insecurity, but most of it is just a "I wanna trap you in my basement and keep you from the rest of the world feeling". I feel like he brings out my scorp energy...i feel myself about to have emotional outburst for no real valid reason (not tears...i cant explain it). Thankfully my pride is holding me back from making a fool of myself...I detach from him for days at a time...in an attempt to get some control of my emotions (aqua-venus). but i am so scared im going to say or do something crazy lol...not illegal but just enough to make him take off running. which honestly might be a relief to my peace of mind. lol
Please tell me this is scorp energy and im not nutzo.
haha be careful what you wish for...seriously. :-P
Posted by DazedScorp
You're pretty much reversed from me...
Mars Aquarius in 8th house... Scorpio Venus.
I feel your pain.
Hey Elle!!! U know I always think about that time you said "I could walk into a room and make you dizzy" or something like that lol. I think I'm just now starting to understand what you meant!
Posted by ellessque
welcome back, you sexy diva you 😄
Squares between us or just with me?
Posted by DazedScorp
I don't think it's Scorp energy per se...
Just a shit load of squares, and chaotic emotions.
Posted by SheDevil77
I recently have become very interested in house placements...mine in particualar. I have Venus in Aquarius in the 8th as well as mars in scorpio.
Here are some things i notice about myself:
1)Can be very obsessed when crushing on someone...though they would never know it because i will act EXTREMELY detached
2)I often lure in the object of my affection before they even knew i exist...then they become infatuated with me and i get bored or detached
3)If someone makes it past the crush stage (which has only happened once...maybe twice)...i am extremely passionate and loyal, i take the term "till death do us part" quite literally (i know that sounds crazy but its true). so i try not to get serious about people unless i know they are trustworthy.
4)Speaking of trustworthy...i don't trust anyone...not a soul...I even trust my mother to a certain extent
5)My temper has gotten me into more than enough trouble...I've seen the inside of a Jail cell too many times for my liking when i had less control over my emotions.
6)As i have gotten older i have learned to control my emotions which have led to me being called emotionless...though those that know me know this is far from the truth. I try to not show much emotion because i can be quite emotional...though it tends to be expressed through anger before tears.
7)I am a total Jelly Belly in Relationships...though i will never show it..LOL. Unless there is a situation in which i feel i am being disrespected, like if a woman approached my significant other in a romantic way right in front of me ( I will confront her right then...usually with a warning first...leaving both her and my S.O. in shock lol). Other than that i wont go through phones or emails, and if i do its usually for my own knowledge and not for confrontation. My ex's have often said i dont have a jealous bone in my body. Except my taurus ex who knew how to push all the right buttons to make me explode.
8)I am obsessed with anything dark...television...death...the occult...witchcraft...etc. I cant help help it, I have always been drawn to these things. Ive been into astrology since i was ten.
Um were you telling us about you or me? Can you get out of my "closet" please
I think I just met my Soulmate 😉
Posted by DazedScorp
Cancer Asc
Scorp Sun
Leo moon
Scorp Venus
Aqua Mars
Believe me when I say... I'm as confuzzed as the come.
This just made me smile...oddly enough i think he likes that intensity...he keeps pressuring me to open up...but his Gemini Sun tendencies make me reluctant. he can be all over the place, though i'm flaky (darn aqua venus) im also consistent in my feelings...even if i dont express them. my venus makes it *look* easy for me to detach when he's doing his gem thing...he contacts me everyday..which is big for gem's i think. but they have always been that way with me so i dont take it too serious. today he made a comment about me disappearing on him...though i feel like i'm just giving us both space to breathe. like i said it feels claustrophobic at times. i think its because we have the same moon and asc.
Posted by ellessque
if he takes off running, do you really want him around for the long haul anyways?
you know you are intense as hell. you know you have this energy around you that is like "HOLY FUCK"....so therefore, you *need* someone to be able to handle this.
be yourself and they will come.
don't try holding back who you are so you don't *scare* them away. my goodness, woman....you need someone to step up to the plate and handle you, anything less will only lower your standards and make you unhappy.
Posted by ellessquePosted by DazedScorp
I'll fight you for her?
let's go.
out back. behind the dumpster.click to expand
This is my problem!!! lol i give no one a chance. someone likes me and my survival instincts kick in. LOL
Posted by ellessque
btw, you aren't even giving him a chance.
you are assuming he's not up to the task.
he might be, he might not be.
you will never know until you let go and enjoy the ride.
alone! lol sometimes i truly feel like im a nutjob!
Posted by PhoenixRisingPosted by SheDevil77
I recently have become very interested in house placements...mine in particualar. I have Venus in Aquarius in the 8th as well as mars in scorpio.
Um were you telling us about you or me? Can you get out of my "closet" please
Posted by ellessque
if he takes off running, do you really want him around for the long haul anyways?
you know you are intense as hell. you know you have this energy around you that is like "HOLY FUCK"....so therefore, you *need* someone to be able to handle this.
be yourself and they will come.
don't try holding back who you are so you don't *scare* them away. my goodness, woman....you need someone to step up to the plate and handle you, anything less will only lower your standards and make you unhappy.
Elle, I sort of agree with this--well most of it, because God knows I am so tired of hearing I need to calm my own energy down because it intimidates men. But if this is a new union (sorry, I don't know how long have you been seeing your honey), she can't be too intense to the point that the whole process of them getting to know each other, enjoy each other gets rushed aka too much too soon. I think any Scorp with that much heat would love to meet a person to understand what that is about, accept it and not run, but some people need to warm up to that heat over time. That way it's not a hock to the senses. I guess I say this because in many ways I am a walking contradiction. If I'm really into someone they are all I want and I want it known so we can create our little nest and get to the lovin' already. But reverse that, meaning if he comes on too strong too fast, I run for the hills because it scare the hell out of me. Control issues maybe ?
Reading Elle's post again, perhaps I misunderstood. Were you saying don't suppress who you are just to have it come out anyway and scare him off in the end?
Phoenix!!!
What are your freaking placements?! Im the exact same way...i know i have some serious control issues, in every area of my life to be honest.
Apart of me is afraid of his gemini half sensing that lost of freedom and running off...when that's totally not my intention. Then another part of me is afraid that im moving too soon too fast...and im going to flake out and ruin a good friendship. I keep telling him we are ruining what was a budding great friendship, because there is nothing superficial about this. on either side..despite the detached ways on both sides. we share secrets, dreams, fears, etc. it is honestly scaring the fucking shit outta me. in some ways it feels like im watching a train wreck...i cant stop it...but i know the ending is gonna be horrible.
I'm Cap mercury...natural pessimist :-P lol
What are your freaking placements?! Im the exact same way...i know i have some serious control issues, in every area of my life to be honest.
Apart of me is afraid of his gemini half sensing that lost of freedom and running off...when that's totally not my intention. Then another part of me is afraid that im moving too soon too fast...and im going to flake out and ruin a good friendship. I keep telling him we are ruining what was a budding great friendship, because there is nothing superficial about this. on either side..despite the detached ways on both sides. we share secrets, dreams, fears, etc. it is honestly scaring the fucking shit outta me. in some ways it feels like im watching a train wreck...i cant stop it...but i know the ending is gonna be horrible.
I'm Cap mercury...natural pessimist :-P lol
*sigh* the truth hurts.
Lol @ female fantasy :-)
Lol @ female fantasy :-)
Posted by ellessque
@ My female fantasy aka "shedevil"
you've established a pattern. I know this because I notice, how can I not (lol....I'm a groupie), every time you post here.
you get "this far" into a potential relationship and your venus freaks the hell out.
I know you are extremely intelligent and know logically that if you repeat the same thing over and over again.......you get nowhere.
How about you try something different this time? Challenge your venus. It will be uncomfortable at first and you might even fail. But who cares? You are YOU, you'll get a million more chances to be YOU.
Challenge that venus to really be an aqua and step outside of that box.
Posted by SheDevil77
Phoenix!!!
What are your freaking placements?! Im the exact same way...i know i have some serious control issues, in every area of my life to be honest.
Apart of me is afraid of his gemini half sensing that lost of freedom and running off...when that's totally not my intention. Then another part of me is afraid that im moving too soon too fast...and im going to flake out and ruin a good friendship. I keep telling him we are ruining what was a budding great friendship, because there is nothing superficial about this. on either side..despite the detached ways on both sides. we share secrets, dreams, fears, etc. it is honestly scaring the fucking shit outta me. in some ways it feels like im watching a train wreck...i cant stop it...but i know the ending is gonna be horrible.
I'm Cap mercury...natural pessimist :-P lol
Wow, you are scared. You're already predicting that a great friendship will be ruined when that's the very thing that potentially makes it an amazing match--someone you can finally trust. Don't sabotage yourself by putting up road blocks. Relationships are hard enough with their own potential hiccups. Why add to them?
Posted by Ellybean
Sometimes when we offer people that it's rejected or accepted and than later rejected. Either way though, it's a moment precious, even the rejection. Because that will put you one step closer to the purpose and road you're meant to be on. It's not just a failed relationship or not being accepted by the one you wanted to accept you, it's one more lesson on who you are and how you handle yourself and who is right for you. And that's if it doesn't work out in the long run. If it does, who knows the magic you'll feel and live that fear would have kept you from, bound up in.
This post reminds me of a quote I read once: "No is a blessing too". It helped me move on and see the situation as a life lesson--but no pessimism! Take it easy and as Elle stated "enjoy the ride" (She stole that from me by the way )
I'm the same age...and i too have never let anyone in before in fact my inexperience in relationships is quite hilarious. We spend nights talking until the sun comes up...literally. we tell each other things (him mostly) that we would never say to anyone else. intimacy like that frightens me...im just not good at it. But i actually want to try...which is why i think im becoming an emotional wreck. One thing is for sure...we have some serious fun together, i feel like a teenager when we are together, we are SILLY...i dont think i've ever laughed with anyone this much in my life. besides my silly girlfriends. Its hard for me to relax around people...even harder for me to be goofy (although i am very much so..just not around people who dont know me). okay so what im getting is we should slow down on the intensity and let the friendship continue to build. cant be too hard...sigh...he's super fine...but i cant control myself lol
Posted by PhoenixRising
I get the whole Gem thing. I'm talking first love of my life (at age 24) intense. Never let anyone in before that. We became best friends before taking it up a notch. Placement:
Sun/Scorpio, Moon/Gemini,Venus/Sagittarius, Asc node/Scorpio
lol you guys really calmed my nerves...i was minutes away from sending the infamous "This isn't gonna work" txt or call. I always feel like this huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders after i send those. LOL
I forgot to add that I'm Extremely private about everything, even silly things...and this seems to make everyone want to know everything about me. Everyone i have come across in life says that i never reveal any details about myself. I have found it hilarious the lengths that ppl go to find out info about me. A friend of mine once confessed that she spied on me for 30 mins straight to see what i did when i was alone. i found it weird but funny since i know i'm nowhere near interesting enough to watch for 30 min.
people often tell me their deepest secrets because of this i think. I have had complete strangers reveal some pretty bizarre things to me. i think that may be more of my cancer asc though...people tend to cling
people often tell me their deepest secrets because of this i think. I have had complete strangers reveal some pretty bizarre things to me. i think that may be more of my cancer asc though...people tend to cling
Posted by SheDevil77
I recently have become very interested in house placements...mine in particualar. I have Venus in Aquarius in the 8th as well as mars in scorpio.
Here are some things i notice about myself:
1)Can be very obsessed when crushing on someone...though they would never know it because i will act EXTREMELY detached
2)I often lure in the object of my affection before they even knew i exist...then they become infatuated with me and i get bored or detached
3)If someone makes it past the crush stage (which has only happened once...maybe twice)...i am extremely passionate and loyal, i take the term "till death do us part" quite literally (i know that sounds crazy but its true). so i try not to get serious about people unless i know they are trustworthy.
4)Speaking of trustworthy...i don't trust anyone...not a soul...I even trust my mother to a certain extent
5)My temper has gotten me into more than enough trouble...I've seen the inside of a Jail cell too many times for my liking when i had less control over my emotions.
6)As i have gotten older i have learned to control my emotions which have led to me being called emotionless...though those that know me know this is far from the truth. I try to not show much emotion because i can be quite emotional...though it tends to be expressed through anger before tears.
7)I am a total Jelly Belly in Relationships...though i will never show it..LOL. Unless there is a situation in which i feel i am being disrespected, like if a woman approached my significant other in a romantic way right in front of me ( I will confront her right then...usually with a warning first...leaving both her and my S.O. in s
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My partner has Mars in Scorpio. I hear a fair bit of.. You're mine. and Remember who you belong to. My Venus in
I just read in an astrology blog that Pluto is Direct and Mars enters Scorpio today, Sept 13. It said, Pluto returns
Can anyone give me a little more insight into this position?
I'd say my mars in scorpio cause I got a venus in aqua and that really warms things up for me. What about you guys?
Anyone else have this? Feel really attracted to intensity and have a powerful sex drive ha?
Here are some things i notice about myself:
1)Can be very obsessed when crushing on someone...though they would never know it because i will act EXTREMELY detached
2)I often lure in the object of my affection before they even knew i exist...then they become infatuated with me and i get bored or detached
3)If someone makes it past the crush stage (which has only happened once...maybe twice)...i am extremely passionate and loyal, i take the term "till death do us part" quite literally (i know that sounds crazy but its true). so i try not to get serious about people unless i know they are trustworthy.
4)Speaking of trustworthy...i don't trust anyone...not a soul...I even trust my mother to a certain extent
5)My temper has gotten me into more than enough trouble...I've seen the inside of a Jail cell too many times for my liking when i had less control over my emotions.
6)As i have gotten older i have learned to control my emotions which have led to me being called emotionless...though those that know me know this is far from the truth. I try to not show much emotion because i can be quite emotional...though it tends to be expressed through anger before tears.
7)I am a total Jelly Belly in Relationships...though i will never show it..LOL. Unless there is a situation in which i feel i am being disrespected, like if a woman approached my significant other in a romantic way right in front of me ( I will confront her right then...usually with a warning first...leaving both her and my S.O. in shock lol). Other than that i wont go through phones or emails, and if i do its usually for my own knowledge and not for confrontation. My ex's have often said i dont have a jealous bone in my body. Except my taurus ex who knew how to push all the right buttons to make me explode.
8)I am obsessed with anything dark...television...death...the occult...witchcraft...etc. I cant help help it, I have always been drawn to these things. Ive been into astrology since i was ten.