Had my virgo bro do some reconnaisse for me. So if she's cold to him, She's mad at me and if she is friendly I'm in the good. He gave me the run so I knew I was in good standing....
Alright so...... I've been out of the scene for 2 months right, I came back to asset the situation and see where we're both at. And fuck wouldn't you know it, my indifference trigger went of. She was the 1st person I see as I opened the door a women that turned out to be her at the i.d. check in desk. We both acted like we didn't even know each other. I guess I went on auto defense mode in light of what happened before with her spiteful leo friend. So I keep my distance and chillax a bit, making my meet and greet rounds. She just kept giving me glances , while trying NOT to appear to be. Then her friends start in with the watching me thing. I talk to some girls and from my perspective, seems like she got slightly irritated and curious. I mean she started dancing more aggresive and with her back to me. So I left.
This time I brought some backup ha. Same same, she looks I look back and forth half the nite. I dance really close to her and no neg body languge, my friend text me that she's all alone and just looking around. So I approach, and get confirmation that she is happy that I said hey. I ask her to dance, but she declines. So I just dance next to her then watch her for a bit. Then I leave.
So I drag my female friend (like a little sister to me) to a club event thing th v-girl was @ last nite. So we get there and I see her dancing, but she has a idk worried kind of look on her face. So like an idiot I do my meet and greet rounds in front of her and not even say hi.😢 I dance and for some reason I can't bring myself to even say hey. My annoying little sis kept bugging me to go talk to her. She kept looking at my sister and me, then her friends clustered around her and she looked more at ease. I figured I'd say hey later on, as I did bring my little sis out to show her a good time. So I pull her on the dance floor and try and get her to laugh and dance(lil sis is an extrmely shy aries girl. It wasn't even 30 seconds in before I see the v-girl fast walk/stomp past us dancing. WTF—
Later I'm ready to leave but I still haven't even said hello. It felt forced now, and she saw me joke and talk to a lot of girls and dance only 21/2 song with my lil sis. Suddenly a guy says something to her and she's like Fuck OFF!! cont..
So the guy laughs and walks off. She glares at me, and then I take a second then make a b line to the guy. I confront him and pin him to a wall blah blah blah he's sorry.(he licked his fingers and tried to touch her) I was more worked up than I thought and I get my shit and my lil sis and leave fast. I felt real warm in my hand and chest and slightly idk fixated on choking the guy out and smashing his face in. I had to Really take a minute not to react and think. I should have dragged his ass back to her and made him tell her he's sorry.
I feel shitty about not fucking that guy up tho... But I know this is the more logical play.
I said I wouldn't.... but I fb her saying I wanna talk and hang out outside the club. Be nice no talk in dept about what we both like/dislike and want, and see the non club v-girl and non club lobo. I think we have unkwown expectations from one another, given what we have both seen at the club. I mean we both could think each other is lame as fuck outside the club scene..... or not.
It's hard enough with her taurus moon frustrating the hell out of me. But IDK there something here.... just can't seem to capture it. Damm her scorp venus and mars.... Hard to get her to trust me and herself with me I think..
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I'm gonna go play KOR rite now.. do the v-girl update in a bit...