I have this childhood friend and a playmate and a childhood crush. And I am also his childhood crush before and hardly became friends when we were in highschool because his so shy.His an aqua guy. His family moves to other place when we were in highschool and 9 years later. He send a txt message and then we became friends until such time that he courted me and I say yes since he's my long time crush. And then I don't know suddenly he became cold after meeting each other and then after I got my job and months later he hardly communicate. I really don't want happen. When I ask him what happen between us "he told me that it was my fault!".My gosh..I couldn't understand this guy really! We broke up and told me that he have a gf and all we can be is to be just FRIENDS! I don't to be just his friend.I want more than that..I cried a lot and said a lot of foolish words and hated him for many months....I want more than that...This guy is really crazy!!!!hahahha..sorry for that....Whew! I have been driving him out of my life but sometimes i communicate with his first because I miss him. And sometimes after a cold war to him..He also communicate with me first. I don't know what to do with this guy...Since were childhood friend, I am obliged to be nice to him. And now we still seeing each other as friends I guess and i don't know if he have a girlfriend since he doesn't talk about her and He doesn't also ask me if I have boyfriend. We just talk about one's life and own interest. We agreed on seeing each other to try some new restaurant on his next stop over on our place. I really don't know that I wanted to give up and ignore him...help me...
