frying my brain going at 200 miles an hour

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michellemabelle
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14 YearsCapricorn

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This is me:
Rising Sign is in 27 Degrees Taurus
Sun is in 13 Degrees Capricorn.
Moon is in 10 Degrees Libra.
Mercury is in 22 Degrees Capricorn.
Venus is in 27 Degrees Capricorn.
Mars is in 17 Degrees Sagittarius.
Jupiter is in 13 Degrees Pisces.
Saturn is in 15 Degrees Cancer.
Uranus is in 01 Degrees Scorpio.
Neptune is in 10 Degrees Sagittarius.
Pluto is in 09 Degrees Libra.
N. Node is in 09 Degrees Sagittarius.
My parents are both aquarius and I have spend a lot of my adult life around them also (32 years total of daily contact and 4 years of spending weekends together). 2 of my main friends are aquarius. My new boyfriend is aquarius.

When I see that aquarius not taking any crap and being macho like a goat locking horns I feel the earth move. This is cool it supports me and im drawn to it. BUT all this innovation energy is going to far inside me. Im innovating at 200 miles an hour juggling endless ideas. Is this because of my chart or because of the people im hanging around with influencing me. Ive read capricorn is someone who aims to please because its feminine sign. This is why Im on overdrive I think. I want to make a person happy. Will my upbringing make me quite aquarius or am I just aiming to please(feminine)? I do feel i was unusually innovative within a traditional framework my whole life. I was doing it to please others (feminine) ie the greatest satifaction of new ideas was sharing them. Ive been an eccentric all my life rebellious against boring ordinary ways of living but at the same time discovering that what I thought was boring is in fact quite incredible when looked at in more depth (tradition is deep and profound and has hidden meanings). So even my study of tradition is seeking new knowledge and new spiritual levels.

My question is how can I harness all this to maintain a balance ie not be in overdrive or going to an extreme?