i need a @_#*$ break

omg omg omggggggggg i dont wanna fall in love agian..omg.. this feeling it gives me hpapiness and hurt at the same time..ok ok.. this is how it all goes, my ex hurt me a lot before...he lied to me about everything and played with my emotions. And its like he took a part of me with him u kno? f*** i hate his punk a**.. at that itme it hurt so much..and it still does when i think about it..i dont hate him..i dont want to hate him, i just dont like wut he did to me. ARgh..anyway..and months passed by and his friend starts talking to me..and its like i think.. i might be faling for him. and he told me he is too but i dont want to make the same mistakes as i did before..*Sigh* someone help me, i dont kno wut to do! and o yea..his friend is a sag and my ex was a libra..anyway..the point is, is that he says hes falling more deep into me and i cant handle it ever since yesterday..cus it finally hit me that im falling for his a** -_- lol but in a way i dont want to..he says hes nothing like my ex..but still i do worry u kno? arhg..i dont kno..im not making any sense!! 2p3@ $ *#) $ #*) $ #

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Move to another part of your city or state and remake yourself the way you'ld like to be.

Erick

omg lol damn i got krazy for a sec..anyway well...yes i do need to chill for a sec n get out of hereee but then again..i think me and him are gonna go out..dunnoz..ahhh he makes me happy..i should take this risk no? heh..alrite..

just go fer the ride and aloof yourself : ] hahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Have your heard of "It's a thin line between love and hate"
or "your're looking at it from a "lose" not a "win" point of view"
or "Do you choice deadness or liveness" or "If you let it go and comes back it was your's in the first place" These are things I think of when i am in that type of situation. Yes the pain hurts but awe the feeking of love, what joy. All you can do is be yourself and if it wasn't meant to be god wouldn't put us through it.

Miki,

Do yourself a favor and give yourself some distance. Your relationship has always seemed a bit rocky to me, but, that is just what I read (what you write). You are the true judge of what you have or don't have. Be brutally honest with yourself. Do you really like how he treats you? Do you accomodate him a bit too easily? Do you bow and bend and practically break yourself for him? Give in to his every whim? If you do, he has no respect for you...
Don't ask me why...this is just how it is. Have backbone and you are respected...wait on them hand and foot and you are not!
At the very least...take time to reflect...

You both sound like horny teenagers that NEED TO GROW UP.

horny? i think everyone gets horny at times 🙂 and yes if i wasnt mature enough i wouldve given myself to 023840 men arent i rite? but i am a virgin 😄 and i do have some self respect for my body and myself so i think u should have some respect for that and thank you everyone for your responses..and for the one who told me i have rocky experiences..yea lol i do..i just sacrifice and give my all into the relationships too much but ive learned that i shouldnt give myself too much into the relationship until i kno that the other person feels the same way for me.

But u kno wut? i dont regret being with my ex..because this is an experience ill never forget and i know that ive grown from it. If it wasnt for him, i wouldnt be able to have grown stronger into a person who knows wut she wants in a relationship 🙂 so in a way i thank him for being such a d*** hahaha

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