what should i doo....

Ok so a year ago i met this girl shes Aquarius jus like me only difference is im on the cusp of pisces feb17th, and she is full blown aqua feb10th also she dresses like a guy and me like a diva 🙂 Well ne way we met thru her sister who i had classes with. Prior to meeting her i neva dated a girl and neva felt any type of way towards a girl outside of thinking hey she sexxy. u know us aquas are openminded. Well me and her started dated i inniated the whole thing i think she is beautiful inside and out we connected instantly it was crazzy. Well she ended up staying with me at my house alot and we were hitting it off great until her sister (a Cancer) became a hater she felt like i was going to hurt her because i wasnt really gay and stuff like that but come to find out from her sister confessing to me oneday while we was drinking and smoking ( i was still kinda sober not even barely fucked up yet) that she liked me and wanted to have sex with me i was shocked im like hey but we besties and honestly she wasnt nowhere near my type at all.. she was telling me how she jus wanted us too fool around and go to the club and get guys together and all kinds of stuff and how she wouldnt have forced me into a relationship cause thats what she felt her sister was doing. But it wasnt like that at all me and my gf had genuine feelings for each other but it was all so knew to me that i came off kinda sketchy u know how us aquarians get weird when it comes too feelings especially being i wasnt sure whether this was jus some college girl fling i was into cause at the time i still had attraction to guys. Ok well on another note my gf family is verryyy different her sister and mother are seriuous drug addicts there addicted to crack and her sister even tho shes in programs and u cant tell she has an addiction she does... the aquarius is nothing like that she doesnt do drugs she barely smokes weed she was raised by foster parents but always had a connection for her family its like she feels she has to take care of them and shes younger than her sister and but older than her brothers and other sisters who are in foster care. Now my point in saying this is that her sister and mother are very much users they take advantage of her like its jus ok and when we were together i felt thats what they were trying to do to me. See i come from a very good family pple like to call my family the Huxstables im very blessed with loving succesful parents and never needed for much.

well to make along story short me and the aquarius girls relationship did nt last very long romantically due to her family issues and after school ended i moved back home with my parents to do my internship and stuff. thats where things got difficult cause in no way shape or form did i feel comfortable telling my parents shge was my girlfriend and even tho i introduced them i made it clear that we were jus friends. thats where my stress came in cause i felt i was living a secret and jus couldnt do it ne more so i broke up with her and started dating a guy... Man it was hard i broke her heart and mines too. But it had to be done so i could understand myself better... well lets skip to today... well i dumped the guy about 6months a go started dating another girl sorta which didnt last but im no longer confused about my sexuality im bisexual and proud of it and my aquarius x~gf had a new gf she moved in with and been with for 8 months now... the chick is married and has a daughter and is 30yrs old my x aqu is 23yrs me 24... now me and my x remained best friends through out our whole break up she is my personal diary and im hers too even tho we get mad at each other we still coool always... it took her awhile to get ova how she felt about me and stuff but she did. Unti recently she askd me if in the future i would have a baby for her,.. i said id think about it and under certain conditions now thats another story. So the otha day we started talking back with each other outside of being friends i expressed to her that i still have feelings for her and want to be together as long as her family isnt in our business and she told me thinkgs are different she sees them for who they are now and shes changed. we met up with each other the other day and had a great day i love her really. she tells me she cant move from being with her gf due to her living situation shed be homeless with out her and i understand but she says if im serious we can work on moving together and im down with it my only thing is i want her to trust me. DO u guys think she will i mean i hurt her feelings bad when i broke up wit her i was truly a confused person and now i feel like i got her confused what should i do—?

I'm confused reading that, to be honest, but I'll give an answer a go.

I'm Aqua, feb 17th too, btw. It's a strange world we love and live in lol.

Are you sure you're not still into her because as an Aqua you're not confusing needing attention to feed Aqua arrogance, or because you really DO love her?

Why are you ashamed to tell your family that you date women?

Have you had a break and been single for a while since you've gone through a whole sexuality-confusion stage?

If she wanted to move out she'd move out. Who is she using? Her girlfriend for the living arrangements, or you for a pick-me-up-attention-toy?

Why would you want to be in a relationship again, that was previously filled with lies?

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I'm confused reading that, to be honest, but I'll give an answer a go.

I'm Aqua, feb 17th too, btw. It's a strange world we love and live in lol.

Are you sure you're not still into her because as an Aqua you're not confusing needing attention to feed Aqua arrogance, or because you really DO love her?

Why are you ashamed to tell your family that you date women?

Have you had a break and been single for a while since you've gone through a whole sexuality-confusion stage?

If she wanted to move out she'd move out. Who is she using? Her girlfriend for the living arrangements, or you for a pick-me-up-attention-toy?

Why would you want to be in a relationship again, that was previously filled with lies?

ok well let me say hey gurllllllllll being we got the same bday lol... ok well first there was no lies involved in this relationship as far as me and her i know the post was a bit confusing thats cause it was half ranting i jus needed to express this abit but neways 2 answer ya questions.... im not ashamed to tell my parents its jus that im 24 and was 22 when i first met her i jus didnt want to be told it was a faze especially if im not sure myself soo honestly i jus didnt want ne outside influence on how i feel u kno wut i mean?? yea i definitely took a break after going thru my sexuality confused stage and then i also dated another chick for about a month and thats wat made me realize wut i want is what i already had... and yea im sure i love her it has nothing to do wit my arrogance or ego i kno myself i study me to the core and deal with alot when it comes too feelings so its not that also i dance soo attention is the last thing i need i get too much of that lol... im too secure but what i doo want is true genuine love and thats wat i had wit her... she said she feel like she using the girl for her living situation cause she knows thats not where she wants to be... my purpose for writing this is to understand whether or not she will trust that i wont hurt her being i know i did before... i kinda bailed out on her when things got rough so i could focus on school and now that im done i feel i can give the relationship the attention and respect it deserves thats it basically lol 🙂 hope u not confused nemore... so do we aquas love the same as we did when we first love— i jus want things too fall back in place. we talk and she said her fee