Hello all...so I would like to know how your friendships in your life are. Here's my story, buckle up!! I'll be turning 30 on March 26, 2011. This time for me is bittersweet, I'm looking toward a new phase, yet at the same time I'm looking back and feel sad that all the people I've encountered during my 20's won't be there to celebrate me, people that I have went over and beyond the call of duty for. During and after college I met sooo many people/women that I called friends, that I don't even speak to anymore, we're not even friends on facebook. Some are ex-roommates that I taught you everything you know, some are ex-trying to be in the same sorority together friends, ex-I helped you plan your wedding/was in your wedding friends and some ex-I helpd you move, gave you money friends. Some of the people that met through me are still friends and hanging and having a good time (I c on facebook). Now, I still have friends, but it is only like 1 or 2 that I talk to and hang with all the time. I have no problem making friends, but a heck of a hard time keeping them (long-term). I can only think back to 1 situation where I did something hurtful..and I tried to make it right. The others...I don't know what happened. People always say I am a sweetheart, I go all out for my friends and no one does it for me in return. Sometimes facebook makes me depressed, seeing all the friends that I had and don't anymore. What are your friendships like...what is wrong with me? I've just come to the conclusion that it has to be me, that all these people are walking away from me, even after I go out my way for them. Now I find myself lonely sometimes, wishing I had a life where everyday I'm hanging out with girlfriends and that my phone was jumping off the hook.
