Stupid period

Hi , I am new to this forum . In the beginning excuse me for my bad english, I am not a native speaker .
I am a Aries with Moon in Scorpion . My life now is in a very bad period .
My girlfriend who is Libra left me , college education is not going very good , I can't find a job .
I am so depressed , it seems to me that everthing is going bad .
And I am stupid I still care for her and she behaves like I don't even exist after 4 years of relationship .

I think you should look deep within yourself... deep within your heart... and find what it is in the world that makes you feel LOVE. Just pure LOVE. And then go to that. In your studies... in your athletics... go towards love.

thats shitty, unless you have done something to her to make her hate you, i would say even if she doesnt act it, she still has atleast some feelings left for you. everyone goes through their shit in life man and the bullshit obstacles will never really end, but the more you go through the stronger it will make you. and what you choose to put that strong will in into your life will ultimately turn out better than what could hope for.