i just dont get it my own family misunderstands me all the time... they think im selfish when i try to be selfless....they think im secretive and will probably end up doing drugs which so NOT true. I dont know what to do anymore im on the verge of severe depression. Im a gemini so i have "2 personas":
1st persona: sweet, bubbly, innocent (which i am) 2nd persona: rebellious, intense, emotional (its weird even tho im a gem i have a deeper "sense" than others, which i also am)
and i have NO control over these 2...my friends end up getting my sweet persona...my parents end up get a mix....since my Asc is aquarius....im constantly misunderstood...i try so hard for someone to truly understand me and put up with me enough to stay with and not misjudge and look away...but it ends up backfiring and ppl misunderstand me
How can i cope with this? cant believe im ACTUALLY on the verge of severe depression....i have sun gemini+moon gemini which makes me upbeat and carefree (which is who i truly am)... i wish i had libra or capricorn rising so BAD 😢 its painful to know that no one will ever be able to understand me so pls help
But ask yourself, which is more important, you understanding yourself or others understanding you?
Living your life to gain everybody's approval gets really old & will lead you to a life of depression.
Figure out who you are. You seem very young & you're still growing as a person and some people can't keep up with the constant psychological changes within you. That's to be expected, especially when you're young.
The Gem in you is like the yin & the Aquarian in you is like the yang. People either completely understand 1 side of you but not the other at all. Or vice versa
The Aquarian in you is why your emotions are so complex; hell I'm sure sometimes you have a hard time understanding yourself! Aquarians bottle a lot of things up, thinking that doing so is somehow for the greater good of others. But much later in life you'll realize that suppressing everything was the biggest mistake you ever made!
So of course when you finally let things out, your words/emotions come out all jumbled & scrambled!
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1st persona: sweet, bubbly, innocent (which i am)
2nd persona: rebellious, intense, emotional (its weird even tho im a gem i have a deeper "sense" than others, which i also am)
and i have NO control over these 2...my friends end up getting my sweet persona...my parents end up get a mix....since my Asc is aquarius....im constantly misunderstood...i try so hard for someone to truly understand me and put up with me enough to stay with and not misjudge and look away...but it ends up backfiring and ppl misunderstand me
How can i cope with this? cant believe im ACTUALLY on the verge of severe depression....i have sun gemini+moon gemini which makes me upbeat and carefree (which is who i truly am)... i wish i had libra or capricorn rising so BAD 😢 its painful to know that no one will ever be able to understand me so pls help