I've never consulted the internet for anything like this, but here it goes:
I have Sun in Virgo (cusp of Leo) Scorpio rising Moon in Saggitarius Mercury in Leo Venus in Cancer Mars in Libra
My chart is also fire dominant.
I have spent my entire life very lost- in love, my mind and geographically. I am always stuck in my daydream. I can't keep a partner or a job. I have a tendency to destroy anything good before it can come to fruition. I am impulsive by nature and have moved across the country on a days notice. I've hitchhiked states away from my home and slept in bushes for days at a time because I was drunk and couldn't handle a breakup. I've lived in ten different cities in the last 5 years. I want be 'in love' but conventional relationships bore me and I am attracted to people I don't know. I've used my sexuality as a weapon of love and I can't seem to separate the two (which opposes my Venus in Cancer, or so I thought). I have a lot of 'close friends' but I tend to get overwhelmed by the added stress of their emotions and so I distance myself and become either reclusive or socialize elsewhere. I hate neglecting people that I love, I just don't want to be around them when I'm stressed because I don't want to hurt them (I don't think before I speak and say a lot f things that I come to regret). I'm afraid that I will never find stability and that I will keep pushing the people that I love away. I want to be at peace with myself and everything external. Are there ways that you can counter-act certain aspects of your chart? Or has anyone ever known somebody with similar aspects and behaviors? I don't quite understand my chart because it is so all over the place. I've never felt like a true Virgo. I was not shocked when I found out I was a Scorpio riser; I have always felt the strongest connection with this sign.
I find myself attracted to Scorpio and Aquarius people but I usually attract the three fire signs and Gemini's. Any thoughts? I'm sure this came out sloppy. Sorry about that!
I am 23 years old. I hope you're right! I found stability when I moved to a new city where I knew nobody- kept a job for a year- but I met a boy back home during a visit and fell or him hard during the two weeks we spent together. Quit my job and threw away everything I owned to come home. He messed with my head for about a month, left and now I'm back to the person I remember being my whole life. I've seen the light but I have strayed. I let mystery and confusion consume me in an effort to feel passion. It's dangerous! I lust for extremes but for an emotionally painful price. :/
Do you have a copy of your birth certificate? That's how I was able to find my birth time. Your chart does read somewhat similar to mine! I wish I had a Mercury in Virgo. Would really help to cool down my speech.
i think my scorpio rising does give me the tendency to fall quite hard for someone. i can be very intense if i start to really fall for a person but i am also extremely loyal. its as though it is them and no one else exists at that moment in time
I think it's so interesting how Scorpio risings deal with the same things as I do (I'm one too)
You feel like you don't have control over this earthly life, or as if you're not parallel with it, as most people seem to be?
Do you also feel like life knocks you over (hard-handedly) after building things up, when it finally goes well for a second? As if there's something you don't know trying to tell you something?
Like the more you try to control your life, the more it gets out of control?
And wanted to add this, I see what you're saying. I isolate myself away from the ones I love / who love me because I don't feel like I'm responsible for the stupid things I do and mess up. I don't want them to deal with my problems, and neither do I.
I see you have Moon in Saggy. Saggy men tend to drop their Fruit of the Looms at the drop of a hat! (my ex bf was a Sagg sun). Bare with me. Saggy men NEVER stop to think before they SPEAK! Their tongues are their worst enemies! TRY, try to think before you speak; because 99.99 and 44/100% of the time you WILL hurt someone with your words! You have that Scorpio rising (stinger of a tail) that ALSO is works against you if you do NOT think before you speak! Both Saggy and Scorpios are SARCASTIC as hell!! You have that choice to make...and you CAN do it!
I have seen the pattern of my Saggy ex-bf (he was married three times, kept a g/f for about three years, lives with her (room mate as we speak), his JUST got his Associates Degree four years ago, his mother co-signed for his car, is 47 years old, blah, blah, blah! Oh! And we were bf/gf for only two months until I severed the relationship. What did he tell me? "I guess I'll go out on Wednesday nights and see what I find....I do have a cute red head in mind!". GEEZ! Ya'll don't shut up! He also got on the phone while he was driving and talked about his wonderful weekend w/his friend from Corpus Christi (I met her)!!! I told him, "That was VERY rude of you to do that in front of me! I could EASILY have grabbed my phone and called my BFF and talked about our plans for tonight! But you see I don't play tit for tat! I'm too old for that!". His response, "Well, since you were not talking to me, I thought I'd call Sandra".
Saggy men do not (for some reason) LIKE TO BE ALONE! They don't care what the woman looks like, how fat she is, how ugly she is (Saggy men are NOT shallow), etc, they just DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE! Set your priorities high! Don't sleep with the first woman you meet (ya'll are SUPPOSE to be shy; yeah right!), don't be sarcastic, and THINK before you speak! You're LUCKY you have Venus in Cancer.....my ex-bf had NOT one water in his house!!! Also, Saggy men have 80 names on their contact list, but they will tell you, "When you need a true friend to help you, they won't". Why? BECAUSE OF YA'LL ATTITUDE! Saggy men are also LOUD! They want to be the center of attention and you haven't had a woman like myself tell you straight up how you are!
You ARE a true Virgo!! Ease up on the above that I've also mentioned to you. BTW, Virgos have tempers!!! You're no longer 4 yrs old and can throw a temper tantrum (your Scorpio and Saggy come in to play and it's oh, Nelly!!!). 🤓
Love,
Eva
PS IF, if you want to have a stable, loving relationship, change! It's up to you!
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I have Sun in Virgo (cusp of Leo)
Scorpio rising
Moon in Saggitarius
Mercury in Leo
Venus in Cancer
Mars in Libra
My chart is also fire dominant.
I have spent my entire life very lost- in love, my mind and geographically. I am always stuck in my daydream. I can't keep a partner or a job. I have a tendency to destroy anything good before it can come to fruition. I am impulsive by nature and have moved across the country on a days notice. I've hitchhiked states away from my home and slept in bushes for days at a time because I was drunk and couldn't handle a breakup. I've lived in ten different cities in the last 5 years. I want be 'in love' but conventional relationships bore me and I am attracted to people I don't know. I've used my sexuality as a weapon of love and I can't seem to separate the two (which opposes my Venus in Cancer, or so I thought). I have a lot of 'close friends' but I tend to get overwhelmed by the added stress of their emotions and so I distance myself and become either reclusive or socialize elsewhere. I hate neglecting people that I love, I just don't want to be around them when I'm stressed because I don't want to hurt them (I don't think before I speak and say a lot f things that I come to regret). I'm afraid that I will never find stability and that I will keep pushing the people that I love away. I want to be at peace with myself and everything external. Are there ways that you can counter-act certain aspects of your chart? Or has anyone ever known somebody with similar aspects and behaviors? I don't quite understand my chart because it is so all over the place. I've never felt like a true Virgo. I was not shocked when I found out I was a Scorpio riser; I have always felt the strongest connection with this sign.
I find myself attracted to Scorpio and Aquarius people but I usually attract the three fire signs and Gemini's. Any thoughts?
I'm sure this came out sloppy. Sorry about that!