aquarius ladies i need your helpss

Im a scorp male, n my ex is an aquarius. Weve been in a relationship for 3 yrs.

Think she was more serious than i was back at that time as she asked me countless times about possibility of getting married. Tho i pushed her off everytime she talked about it n couldnt give her a concrete answer. bc we were young n i was juss tryin to finish my uni... i did saw her in my future tho but i couldnt promise this to her b/c i wasnt sure.
Well.. 3 n half yrs into our relationship i guess she decided that enough is enough and wanted a break up... or [need to break up in her words]. I didnt want to lose her so I've tried pursuading her other wise but it didnt happen.

She said a reason shes breaking up with me is b/c its time to think about her self and not anything else [she graduated from the uni]. And told me that she loves me more everyday still.. I didnt believe her n told her some harsh things and broke the entire line of communication...She wrote me a message "lets skype" during the 6month of not talking times but i told her i wasnt emontionally ready yet to talk to her. after 6month she messaged me about a phone account. that it needs to be seperated from my phone contract.. talkin about this subject brought us into a skype room, and eventually went to a phone conversation.

She said she only remembers good things about us.. n we had few convos afterwards. I wasnt over her. Tho i thought she was n she probably thought that i was over her as well. The next episodes may seem a crazzy to some but iam sure you aqua ladies might understand.

As Brief as possible... I asked her if she would like to go on a trip with me for a week to a city. She hesitated i think for a time, she agrees to this and we went to a city trip for a week. we were holding hands and kissing like we used to but.. not sex.. buh after 2 days of this trip tho.. we started having sex again.. the whole romantic trip in a city passed on like that sex. sex, sweet talks, whole nine

She went back to her place [a capital city], n we stayed in contact. talked, joked laughed... about 2 weeks later after that trip to a city, I had to go to a business trip to the capital city. And b/c i was going to be there i asked her if she would like to spend some time with me.

So we did sometimes with her friends, n sometimes with old buddy of me n hers n spent about 4 days together. sex was amazin n connections were there. She wants me back doesnt she? the problem is she only says iam her "spe

"special" friend.. what is she really saying? should keep pursuing her? or should i just let her be any decent feedback would be appreciated

thought about tat... tho that was my first intention in the beginnin honestly.. but it never worked out tat way.. apparently i wasnt over her as much as i thought i was.

tho i always found my self being able to read others feelings.. n why is it that i always read

confusion written all over her, not what yu've suggested. see differences btw fuck n sex. spending time as

a friend vs a couple.

but maybe yu r right since she says shes likes being around me b/c i make her feel comfortable n good.