Cancer MC - eternal desperation to be loved?

I have this midheaven, and I find a lot of the time that I feel used, mistreated, abandoned and just empty. My father was absent when I was a child, as it's described for this MC. But I was close to my mother, it was just almost too much. Like an unhealthy dependency, and perhaps that was where the control was? I'm not entirely sure. But I have had a terrible insecurity and nagging fear that I'll be left, unloved and haunted with emotional turmoil. And it's these fears that can really envelope my being. I love to be happy and connect majority of the time. But my mood can drop quite easily, and I can feel vulnerable and suddenly emotional. And as if people are turning on me or don't have my best interest in mind.

This may sound hyper-emotional, and as if I'm always anxiety-ridden lol but this is simply how I've honestly felt a lot of my life, and I've absolutely related to Cancer midheaven descriptions,

Anyone else experience this or know Cancer MC tendencies well to where this would make sense?

http://alyssasharpe.tumblr.com/post/69041002328/cancer-midheaven

"So, when you are out in the world, shining like the diamond you are, people won’t always give you the kind of attention that you so desperately seek. And then you are afraid to ask for it, because it is a sign of weakness. And weakness is punished. So you feel alone, and the world feels cold, and you just want some deep reassuring warmth that says, “You are okay. You did good. You are strong. You are smart. You worked hard and you DESERVE a break. I want to take you home.”

You do deserve a break. You deserve warmth. You deserve good things. You deserve a home.

So what do you have to do to feel that?

Well, hopefully you will learn that there are some people that you can rely on. People that will give you what you need. People will let you down, but the promise of your purpose is to be a caregiver to all, and so you need those that can refuel you. Ditch the drainers, those that can take care of themselves just fine. You need to actively try and take what you need. Don’t be afraid to ask of people, especially if they ask of you. "

Along those lines, and I've read many others.

I'm relating to descriptions, but also speaking on my own experience.

Libra, but in the 12th house; Pisces.